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No Paths Are Bound by Cataclysmic_Calamity
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Sep 2022
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Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.
Faith.
His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.
"I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.
I remember you.
I remember you.
I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.
(A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)
(MULTIPLE TRANSLATIONS AVAILABLE)
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- Part 1 of MXTX - Retellings
- Part 1 of No Paths Are Bound + Extras
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15 Jan 2026
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blessed be the mystery of love by theghostdreams
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Summer 1983
Somewhere in Northern ItalyShane Hollander is spending the summer days in the languid heat of his family’s countryside home, surrounded by books, stone walls, and long, quiet afternoons. When his father welcomes a visiting graduate student into their house, the rhythm of the summer begins to shift. Ilya arrives confident, unreadable, and impossibly out of place, carrying with him a presence that unsettles Shane more than he is willing to admit. As the days stretch on beneath the sun and the weight of unspoken things, what begins as fascination slowly deepens into something more dangerous—an awakening that will mark Shane long after the summer has ended.
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A retelling of "Call Me By Your Name"
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16 Jan 2026
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so pretty when you beg me by gimmekiss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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“You are so pretty when you beg me. Do it some more.”
Shane babbles out pleas and cries for Ilya to fuck him. He isn’t sure how long he begs, but he stops when he feels Ilya’s hand against his cheek. He automatically opens his mouth and Ilya slips his index and middle finger into his mouth, pushing back into his throat. Shane resists the urge to gag. A tear slips down his cheek.
“Good boy, Hollander. Beg me so nicely. I will fuck you. Because I want to. Not because you deserve it. Understand?”
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15 Jan 2026
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i'll find a new place to be from by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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“Lyubimyy, you are worrying me. I know facing Montreal is big deal…”
Oh, yes.
They have practice later, and a game on Saturday. He knows this.
They have a game on Saturday. Against Montreal.
Against.
For the first time in his career, the Montreal Metros will be his opponents, and he has to win.
or; shane handles the fact he has to play against his former team... not very well
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15 Jan 2026
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No One Noticed by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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Some nights, alone in another anonymous hotel room, Shane scrolls through old photos on his phone. His face rounder. His smile easier. He tries to remember what it felt like not to think about food at all. The memory feels fuzzy, distant, like something that happened to a different version of him. He wonders—briefly, dangerously—if Ilya would notice if he got worse. Not better. Not “healthier.” Worse.
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15 Jan 2026
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If The Dead Could Dream by EternalHyacinth, whitenedsepulcher
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan, The Sun and The Star - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
18 Jan 2026
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After the war against Gaea, a flustered Nico finds himself stuck with a persistent Will Solace—the Apollo cabin medic and the same boy who drags him to stay for three days in the infirmary.
Together, the days pass by quickly while retaining a quiet intimacy.
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15 Jan 2026
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Why Can't I Be Honest With You? (and myself...) by AriasAstro
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jan 2026
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Shane never meant for it to get this far. He just didn't agree that he had to be medicated. He barely agreed with the diagnosis itself. Ilya had every reason to be broken like this. Shane didn't.
Ilya didn't need to know about this.
About his cuts. About his diagnosis. About his anything.
Ilya didn't need more problems.
Or
Shane has a psychosis and hurts himself badly, learning to some revelations where Ilya and multiple others take care of Shane.
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- Part 1 of Bipolar Shane Hollander AU
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14 Jan 2026
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Pain Has a Memory by Buddiology
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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After a sudden, crippling migraine causes Shane to collapse at home, Ilya returns to find him unconscious and surrounded by scattered pills, spurred by Anya’s urgent warnings.
The scene plunges Ilya into old fears as paramedics rush Shane to the hospital. With Yuna and David at their side, Shane slowly regains consciousness to help the family weave comfort, reassurance, and unspoken love through the quiet moments between fear and recovery.
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14 Jan 2026
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Shane did not understand why God was tormenting him like this. He wondered if it was some kind of test, some kind of trial to see how far his devotion was to Him, or perhaps it was merely a way to make sure that Shane wouldn’t slip into sin after being clean for so many years. He had taken his vow of celibacy a little too seriously, and whilst Shane never really fantasized about women, his intrusive thoughts had always been of men, of flesh and hands and tongues. And now his mind was filled with something particular, when it was usually faceless figures. Ilya Rozanov’s lips had been on his mind since he had first laid his eyes on him, and it dawned on him that this had been the first time he hadn’t been able to pray the thoughts away.
Reverend Hollander is a Catholic Priest with a secret. He suspects Ilya Rozanov has a secret, too.
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- Part 1 of Upyr!Ilya and Priest!Shane
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13 Jan 2026
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Hua Cheng liked to worship his god in any form he was allowed. He would climb mountains, sing songs, slaughter villages, eat fruits, garner the loyalty of thousands—he would build God a thousand temples, a hundred thousand cities—if it would please Xie Lian, then Hua Cheng would do it without question. This was true, even after they married. However, what Xie Lian wanted today was much different—in fact, it almost caused Hua Cheng to hesitate.
(or: xie lian asks his husband to do something he wants, rather than the other way around.)
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- Part 21 of whumptober 2025
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17 Nov 2025
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Hua Cheng and Xie Lian play to a draw until Hua Cheng's first win.
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09 Oct 2025
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Hualian Kinktober 2025 by blueberry_pancakes_618
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
31 Oct 2025
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Hualian Kinktober: Kinktober but only with Hualian
Tags will be added as days/fics are added
Note: this is mainly going to be used as practice for me to get better at writing smut so bear with me
Also: I've gathered a list of like 60 kinks and I'm mixing and matching two for each daySpoilers in chapters 7 and 18
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- Part 1 of Hualian Kinktober & Its Expansion Pack
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05 Oct 2025
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Swallowing The Scimitar - (Remake) by vylnwei
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
12 Oct 2024
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(original author: 墨香铜臭 - Mò Xiāng Tóng Xiù
this is a fan fiction.)An ordinary, lovely day has arrived, but it would be even lovelier if Hua Cheng stayed home with Xie Lian instead of helping rebuild a broken palace at the Heavenly Realm. Waking up alone early in the morning, Xie Lian nearly dies of boredom not knowing what to do, until he discovers that Hua Cheng did not bring E-Ming with him for some unknown reason. With E-Ming as his only source of entertainment, he decides to spend the day with his beloved husband’s weapon. However, is Xie Lian willing to give E-Ming a petting session all day, and will E-Ming be able to only accept just a simple stroke of affection? With Hua Cheng not around, E-Ming could maybe be a dangerous and mischievous weapon who holds a dangerous and mischievous plan…
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05 Oct 2025
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we can stitch ourselves back up by hydekylle
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)
29 Dec 2025
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The face behind the mask appeared in front of them both and it was like a kick in the stomach- it took the air completely out of them.
The face was handsome. Although only part of it could be seen, there was no doubt of his beauty. His brown hair swayed in the wind and his features were refined and a little sharp, traits befitting royalty. In addition, he had a peculiarity that Mu Qing could immediately recognise when he glanced at the face inside the mask.
Golden eyes.
"Xie Lian?"
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17 Aug 2025
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the god honest truth by miuxiao
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Apr 2025
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Well, Xie Lian certainly feels fine. His spiritual energy reserves remain untouched. His physical form, as healthy as ever. And his mind, unfettered and free of worldly disturbances.
There was only one slight… nuisance.
He couldn’t seem to stop speaking today.
Xie Lian gets afflicted with a particularly troublesome truth-telling curse from a malicious spirit. Hua Cheng deals with it.
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15 Aug 2025
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to be wanted, to be known by nik_nimmi
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)
05 Aug 2025
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After waking up in Puqi Shrine, Xie Lian finds everything to have changed overnight with no explanation. His cursed shackles are missing, his cultivation seemingly gone, a ring around his neck and two brothers who are as enigmatic as they are striking. Despite all known reason, his heart moves.
Not just for one. But both of them.
(Or; hualian experimenting something new with their memory-eating monster.)
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15 Aug 2025
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I don't want to lose you ... again by UchihaSaya
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
03 Jun 2024
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Yoshiki is for once, the one asking 'Hikaru' to mix together.
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09 Aug 2025
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Shout next time, Hazel! by Anonymous
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Court Of The Dead - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
01 Jul 2025
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Hazel Levesque walks in on something unfortunate while Nico and Will are staying at Camp Jupiter.
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21 Jul 2025
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I won’t soothe your pain, I won’t ease your strain by Anonymous
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Sun and The Star - Rick Riordan & Mark Oshiro
08 Jun 2025
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Will Solace is at his limit. Tartarus has consumed his mind and let him suffer without any control over his surroundings. If for just a moment… And only a moment… He had control again, he’s sure he could continue the quest.
The person he needs control over again is Nico.
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21 Jul 2025
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Poems And Weed On The Floor Of My Bedroom (Boreo) by OccasionalOil
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt
28 Jul 2024
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We don't meet people by accident. They are meant to cross our path for a reason.
When Theodore decker moves to las Vegas with his father, he meets a mysterious stranger in the dead of night. Theo and the stranger, who went by the name of "Boris", slowly become closer as fate brings them together. Thinking they'll never meet again was his first mistake, thinking he wouldn't fall for him was his second.
This story may contain, drug and alcohol usage, abuse, smut, self harm, ED, suicidal tendencies and thoughts, character death, and possibly murder.
Theo does have the painting and both Theo and Boris are 17 at the start of the book.
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21 Jul 2025