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    A series of somewhat haphazardly connected social media fics that take inspo from pop/stan culture

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    21 Oct 2026

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    Ilya gets the idea while they are having a heart to heart. It’s late at night, and they’re both sex drunk and vulnerable. The kind of atmosphere that leads one to spilling their guts. They’re talking about Rose again. About how hard Shane had tried to dismiss that part of himself. How desperate he was to prove he was ‘normal’.

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    Shane tells Ilya about his struggles with his sexuality. Ilya wants to talk Shane through it. They fuck about it. Sort of.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    He couldn’t help the way his thoughts wandered, fixating on how it had felt to be good for Shane. It had felt perfect—felt right, like Ilya had been born for the express purpose of rolling over for Shane Hollander.

    Or: Shane Hollander’s guide on training your husband

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    04 Oct 2026

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    “Harris said that as Ilya’s best friend, I should—”

    “Wait, what? You think you are Ilya’s best friend?” He couldn’t stop the giggle from escaping, forming into some kind of maniacal laugh. What the fuck? “Dude, no.”

    No, full stop. He considered himself Ilya’s best friend, mostly because Ilya was his best friend, the only person who could truly understand all the neuroses that plagued him, who knew what was going on in his brain way before Shane decoded it. Ilya was his companion since he was a teen, and that didn’t end just because their legal term was husbands. 

    But even if that wasn’t the case, even if Shane wasn’t sure that Ilya felt the same way; Svetlana was right there. 

    or: 4 times someone couldn't handle Shane Hollander + 1 time Ilya could handle his husband

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Shane buys himself a fleshlight toy to try and remember what it’s like to be the one sticking his dick in something for once, and to test if he’s actually any good at it.

    Ilya catches him in the act and is there to remind him that no matter what, Shane was made to be his bottom (with some humiliation kink sprinkled in there for fun).

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    25 Sep 2026