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    Please, God, I'm finally loved by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    22 Aug 2026

    Summary

    What happens when you're faced with the reality that love is not always enough to keep everyone going?

    Set post The Long Game (book 6).
    TW for suicide, descriptions of suicidal thoughts, depression.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Dec 2025

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Deathly Loneliness by

    Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

    17 Mar 2021

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    “I appreciate you coming by, but I don’t like strangers touching me.” Kiyoomi said, his tone even. Atsumu’s eyes widened in shock. What? His mind struggled to keep up. Everything was spiraling, and he couldn’t figure out what was happening or why.

    “Quit messing around. I’m not a stranger.” Atsumu said, his voice wavering. He stepped back on unsteady feet. Kiyoomi shook his head once.

    “...I’m sorry but I don’t know who you are.” Atsumu stated numbly. Kiyoomi was staring at him with a mix of confusion and anxiety. He looked uncomfortable.

    Because of him.

    OR

    After an unforeseen accident, Kiyoomi looses his memories. Atsumu has to watch him move on without him.

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    25 Aug 2021

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    Drown In My Ocean of Black Box Dye by

    Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia  

    14 Apr 2021

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    He clicked the pen his therapist had given him, opening the first page. In big letters, he wrote, “Reasons To Live: 1-100.”

    Then, he flipped to the middle of the journal. He paused, felt-tip inches from the page. This was gonna be another mistake to add to his long-running list, wasn’t it?

    Caving, he put the pen to the page.

    “Reasons to Die: 1-100.”

    The idea was simple; old as time.

    First to one hundred wins.

    ***

    After being kicked from the friend group his second year, radio silence from Bakugou over the summer, and a suicide attempt, Kirishima starts to spiral when he returns to UA.

    Bakugou walks back into his life wanting to know why his hair is black all of the sudden.

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    01 Jun 2021

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    Little Sparrow by

    Fandoms: Chicago Med  

    25 Oct 2019

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    No one trusts Crockett.

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    29 Nov 2020