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Hunter is fully convinced that Darius would lead a perfect life without him in it, without his mistakes ruining everything for him.
Darius does not agree with that notion, not at all.
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He didn’t understand him, he really didn’t and it was frustrating him more than it should. Belos would have already backhanded the panic attack out of him and told him to get it together, he’s a soldier, isn’t he? Not sit with him shoulder to shoulder and quietly talk about their feelings. What good would that do?”“But that’s the problem, you shouldn’t have to! I just mess things up for you when you could be living a perfect life without Belos’ broken little orphan waking you up like this…”
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Hunter visits the place Belos died and everything goes wrong.
(or despite Darius' warnings, Hunter goes back to the ruins of the castle and loses himself in bad memories as soon as he sees whats left of the throneroom)
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Shame pooled in the pit of his stomach as he thought back to what had happened. How he had laid across the throne, prostrating himself in submission. Nothing more than a scared child kneeling in front of his uncle, hoping for a moment of his time and a crumb of his affection. How could he tell Darius that? It made him sound like a dog going back to its master's grave.
But the guilt was too much, the shame too great to just keep as a secret at the back of his mind like he did with many other things. He had to confess.
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Darius, why did you stop wearing your gloves? by kolapon for Thousand_Springs
Fandoms: The Owl House (Cartoon)
29 Mar 2024
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Taking Hunter in has changed a lot of things in Darius' life and a change in his wardrobe was one of them. After all, he noticed that Hunter liked his hair ruffles even more when he wasn't wearing his gloves.
(or Darius and Hunter learning to open up after years of emotional repression and the reasons why Darius no longer wears gloves in the timeskip)
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Let me help you (Let me love you) by kolapon for AwkwardDuckProducktions
Fandoms: The Owl House (Cartoon)
07 Jan 2024
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His whole life he's been told that he's a burden, that he should grin and bear when he's in pain and never show weakness. Hunter doesn't want to burden Darius with his aches so even when he could barely stand upright, he tries his best to hide it.
Darius has a thing or two to say about that.(or the possession worsens all of Hunter's chronic pains so he decides to hide it from Darius till things reach a boiling point)
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“I do understand, it’s why I didn’t want to tell you. I…I like that you care but you get so worried and frantic when I don’t feel well. You lost sleep when I had issues with my scars…”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“It’s not! Well…it is but not really,” Hunter said with frustration before letting out a deep sigh, “You deserve to live your life without any burdens. Burdens…like me.”
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Darius tells Hunter that the food in the fridge is at his disposal and of course Hunter thinks he didn't mean all of it. Just what is spoiled and stale. He can't waste anything after all, he's already a burden enough.
(or Hunter gives himself food poisoning and him and Darius are due for a talk)
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But Darius surely hadn’t meant that he could take and eat whatever he wanted like some selfish glutton. He hadn’t properly earned any of it, he was just being shown what he could have if he was good enough.
And that was something he wasn’t. Not while he stood in front of the fridge in the dead of night, gorging himself on food even if he only took what was stale and beginning to spoil. Nothing should go to waste after all.
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My fics for the Dadrius Takeover, organized by the Dadrius server. Make sure you check out the collection!
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Day 1: https://kolapon-art.tumblr.com/post/696947706818674688/dadrius-week-2022-day-1-shopping
Day 2: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42128082
Day 3: https://kolapon-art.tumblr.com/post/697222767084437504/darius-may-leave-hunter-to-express-himself-however
Day 4: https://www.tumblr.com/kolapon-art/697579225539084288/dadrius-week-2022-day-4
Day 5: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42217002
Day 6: https://kolapon-art.tumblr.com/post/697752806070927360/dadrius-week-2022-day-6-comfort
Day 7: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42537726/chapters/106844259- Words:
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i love him like nobody else can by blue_moon_blooming
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 Jan 2026
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He gets worked up, is what Jabber’s saying. Gets caught up in the things he likes—in the things they are, even if Zanka’s still too scared to say it yet—and forgets everything else. Like the fact that there are times where Zanka “isn’t in the mood” and “doesn’t want to fight”, when he’s “tired” and “still not healed yet” and blah blah blah blah blah.
That’s when the sappy shit comes in. And Jabber—he doesn’t hate it. He just doesn’t like it.
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- Part 2 of Sadomasochism Saturday (Janka)
Bookmarked by kolapon
31 Jan 2026
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in my mouth, in my head (i’ll never let you out) by blue_moon_blooming
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
17 Jan 2026
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It’s not the first time Zanka’s felt Jabber’s hand in his, but it is one of the few times he’s felt it without the leather and metal of Mankira’s glove. It’s also one of the few times where Zanka hasn’t been trying to pin Jabber’s hands so he can crush his windpipe with Assistaff. Compared to that, this feels…weird. Intimate in a way Zanka isn’t entirely sure about, in a way he knows Jabber chafes under. This feels like they’re one of those sappy, handholdy couples, and not…this.
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- Part 3 of Sadomasochism Saturday (Janka)
Bookmarked by kolapon
31 Jan 2026
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Zanka is always getting wrapped up in Jabber’s games (fights, more like it, and not that he minds), but when he finally pulls Jabber into his game, suddenly the tables are taking a very unexpected turn.
@cryptidcorvidae888 on tiktok posted about Jabber not knowing how to handle affection and Zanka eating it up, and you know what? He’s exactly correct! So I wrote a fic about it 😁
Bookmarked by kolapon
29 Dec 2025
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“Your eyes.” Angel says to himself but it’s just loud enough in the otherwise quiet room to draw the other man’s attention. Aki’s typing slows to a stop as he sits back in his chair and blinks, clearly caught off guard from Angel’s seemingly random announcement.
“What?”
“Your eyes.” Angel finds that he has to repeat himself often around this man. Maybe he should add it to his list later. If he remembers. “I don’t like your eyes.”
“Why?” If Aki finds offense to what he just said, he doesn't show it. Angel sets down the pencil that he was toying with earlier and shrugs, not really bothering or wanting to offer an explanation. He’s not obligated to tell his life story or his likes and dislikes with someone- let alone a human.
“Are you owed an explanation?” He expertly dodges Aki’s question with a query of his own.
“I guess not. “Aki replies slowly, “it’s not like I’d care about your opinion anyways.”
Bookmarked by kolapon
25 Nov 2025
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“I’m in love with you,” Aki says tonelessly, tapping his cigarette out. He lets it fall to the sidewalk, turning away before it hits the ground.
“Oh,” Angel says, just as tonelessly. “That’s fucking tragic, Hayakawa.”Bookmarked by kolapon
17 Nov 2025