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    5 times Shane talks about Ilya, +1.

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    24 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Ilya doesn't give him much warning,

    One minute, Shane is washing dishes, the next he's swaying to no music with Ilya. Next, he's being lifted like it's the most natural thing in the world.

    It isn't urgent.
    It isn't dramatic.
    it's just two people who love each other, somewhere between the kitchen and the bedroom.

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    24 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    Ilya feels like a zombie; he’s an approximation of something living.

    He knows what this is, of course. He isn’t stupid. He was just a child when he watched the life bleed out of his mama, long before she stopped breathing. He watched her sweet smiles grow hollow, and her kind eyes fall blank. He felt her slipping through his fingertips like grains of sand in an hourglass; her time was up before Ilya had truly even realised that it was running out.

    When he looks in the mirror, he sees her staring back at him: blond hair, and blue eyes, and an emptiness that kills.

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    23 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    A regular hookup is derailed by Shane's discovery of Ilya's (very) minor injury. Unable to let it go, he offers to make it better.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    17 Feb 2026