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Dazai left the Port Mafia four years ago.
Chuuya lost his partner and caregiver four years ago. Since then, he couldn't sleep soundly.
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28 Apr 2024
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Bloody Hands and Whispered Truths by SunflowerAnatomy
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Feb 2024
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All it ever takes is something small. A mission gone wrong and Chuuya turns up on Dazai's doorstep. Outside of work the two haven't seen each other in four years. One bullet wound turns into a conversation and they were never great at talking.
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- Part 1 of Oh no, they have trauma
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03 Mar 2024
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“Why?” Chuuya had asked before he could even think.
Dazai had giggled again. “Why not?”
At the time, and for years after, any time Chuuya thought of what lay under Dazai’s bandages, he always felt a shiver go up his spine. Why would play through his mind in an endless loop, for even though Dazai had given him an answer, it didn’t make sense.
That was, until it did.
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(Or: Chuuya has bad days too)Series
- Part 4 of wormfood
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25 Sep 2023
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After a suicide attempt, Dazai is cast away to work at the lighthouse his great uncle had owned in the north of the mythical Shimane prefecture. He's not even in the town, he's three nautical miles away from the nearest port, always overlooking a populace that he supposes he can never be a part of.
Dazai finds that this esoteric ward he does not acknowledge offers more surprises than creeping loneliness. When the body of a man washes up on his beach, it seems that fortune has offered him a hand in repairing a piece of himself he has come to tolerate through the eyes of someone who has no idea what it means to be a human.
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- Part 1 of Silver Soul
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16 Aug 2023
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And for a while, it helps. The ragged and rough edges of welts and blisters hid the traces of his inhumanity well behind blood and sores. Beyond just being a way to cover his scars, the friction from his sleeves rubbing against the wound during the day sent an agonizing pain down his arm that was excruciating and terrible and completely and utterly grounding in a way Chuuya has never felt before. He reveled in the pain, let it tie him to his body and help him feel the rise and fall of his chest, hear his heartbeat, and mend his imperfections with pain only a human could be capable of feeling. For once, his body felt like his.
Or : Chuuya gives himself chemical burns to hide the scars left behind from corruption. Dazai offers him a better, less harmful solution.
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29 Jul 2023