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  1. Public Bookmark 88

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    “You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."

    Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”

    Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.

    “What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.

    “Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”

     

    or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.

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    17 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    A vicious pirate. A violent siren. A sea full of teeth, and a love that tastes like ruin.

    She sang once, and the dead rose with salt still in their mouths. Dazai should have killed her. Instead, she listened.

    fem skk but it’s pirate and siren au!!

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    13 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Oh…” Dazai trailed off trying to recall what he even looked like. “My father picked him out for me.”

    “Huh? So you weren’t even into him?”

    “I’d only just met him. I wasn’t into anything. He's the same as everyone else my father picks.”

    “And you never choose for yourself?”

    “No, I’ve never been particularly interested in any of them.”

    Chuuya shook her head disbelievingly and huffed. When she was amused, the left side of her mouth would twitch revealing a small dimple.

    “What?” Dazai inquired.

    “It’s just… If that’s the case are you sure you even like guys?”

    Dazai’s mouth worked to form words from an idea her mind hadn’t yet grappled with.

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    No powers, female Dazai and female Chuuya AU in which everything is the same but Chuuya becomes Dazai's bodyguard and Dazai has a sexuality crisis.

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    20 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    Regrets were always Dazai’s thing. Chuuya strives forward, doesn’t look back, doesn’t let the past catch up to him any more than he lets Corruption’s bruises halt his momentum. It doesn’t have to change just because he teamed up with Dazai once again.

    But it does.

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    11 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    ”Don’t bleed on the carpet,” Dazai says, as if it’s even his carpet he’d be bleeding on.

    ”I’ll make you bleed,” he says, although it comes out half-hearted as well as weird and distorted with the tissue blocking his nose. Dazai just smiles at him beatifically.

    ”Promise?”

    on fresh wounds and picking on scabs

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    13 Jan 2025