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how we're ending (our last dance together) by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Sep 2025
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“You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."
Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”
Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.
“What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.
“Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”
or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.
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17 Nov 2025
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the devil tastes like sea foam (but i drank her anyway) by gl0ri0uspurp0se
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Feb 2026
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A vicious pirate. A violent siren. A sea full of teeth, and a love that tastes like ruin.
She sang once, and the dead rose with salt still in their mouths. Dazai should have killed her. Instead, she listened.
fem skk but it’s pirate and siren au!!
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13 Nov 2025
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“Oh…” Dazai trailed off trying to recall what he even looked like. “My father picked him out for me.”
“Huh? So you weren’t even into him?”
“I’d only just met him. I wasn’t into anything. He's the same as everyone else my father picks.”
“And you never choose for yourself?”
“No, I’ve never been particularly interested in any of them.”
Chuuya shook her head disbelievingly and huffed. When she was amused, the left side of her mouth would twitch revealing a small dimple.
“What?” Dazai inquired.
“It’s just… If that’s the case are you sure you even like guys?”
Dazai’s mouth worked to form words from an idea her mind hadn’t yet grappled with.
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No powers, female Dazai and female Chuuya AU in which everything is the same but Chuuya becomes Dazai's bodyguard and Dazai has a sexuality crisis.
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20 Jul 2025
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Regrets were always Dazai’s thing. Chuuya strives forward, doesn’t look back, doesn’t let the past catch up to him any more than he lets Corruption’s bruises halt his momentum. It doesn’t have to change just because he teamed up with Dazai once again.
But it does.
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11 May 2025
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”Don’t bleed on the carpet,” Dazai says, as if it’s even his carpet he’d be bleeding on.
”I’ll make you bleed,” he says, although it comes out half-hearted as well as weird and distorted with the tissue blocking his nose. Dazai just smiles at him beatifically.
”Promise?”
on fresh wounds and picking on scabs
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13 Jan 2025
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romances sans paroles (romance without words) by lesbianhowlpendragon
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Jul 2024
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When Chuuya Nakahara is tasked with the assassination of the Royal Family's middle daughter, she considers it an easy sacrifice to make on behalf of her people. Her resolve is tested upon becoming Dazai's handmaiden, meeting the princess' horrid fiancé, and eventually falling in love with her.
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17 Dec 2024
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to freeze or to thaw by lesbianhowlpendragon
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Anastasia (1997)
27 Jun 2023
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Despite his earlier apprehension, Chuuya falls asleep relatively quickly.
In his sleep, he nuzzles his face into Dazai’s chest. He doesn’t mind. He merely cradles Chuuya’s sleeping frame, thinking about how damn scared he was to have almost lost the man in his arms.
He relishes in every small puff of breath he feels against his neck, because it means Chuuya’s still alive. Still here. He doesn’t think there’s any going back from this, now.
You don’t feel this way about the man you’re using as a pawn in an elaborate international con.
OR: the skk anastasia au that has refused to leave my head <3
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09 Dec 2024
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As a nearly perfect imitation of human life, Albedo has always had a natural inclination to study other people. By far the most interesting subject he’s discovered is Kaeya, his commoner friend who doesn’t seem to care at all about Albedo’s royal title or status. But Kaeya has motivations of his own, and certainly isn’t as innocent as he appears beneath his charming smile. Together, Kaeya and Albedo each hold one half of the only mystery that can set the kingdom of Khaenri’ah back on the right path, although it’s certain that the answers they will find will destroy both of them.
⋆. ✧˚₊‧⋆. ✧˚₊ ‧
or alternatively, a kaebedo khaenri’ahn royalty au; inspired vaguely by ‘once upon a december’ from anastasia and written to fill the irreparable void in my heart from the lack of a dragonspine event this year
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06 Feb 2024
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When a chance encounter with a fallen Calla Lily was taken up by Albedo, it led him to an unexpected correspondence with Kaeya in elegant ink and lovely bloom. It was peculiar how this odd arrangement between them had developed, but Albedo didn't think much of it at first.
Until somewhere along the way, he realised that his own feelings have also taken root and blossomed into being too.
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06 Feb 2024
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The king has asked for one very specific accomodation for the lonely prince Kaeya – a companion his age to be created from chalk and alchemy. Yet, as they grow up together and become closer, they find themselves caught in the middle of a conspiracy rooted in the ancient art of Khemia.
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06 Feb 2024
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“Kaeya—” Albedo starts, wanting to ask what’s wrong — what happened, archons, how long has it been since you slept? — but Kaeya cuts him off.
“Please see yourself out, Chief Alchemist.” The words are clipped, formal, so unlike him in a way that has panic rising in the hollow of Albedo’s chest. If he can just figure out what’s going on, he can help—
“I said.” Kaeya doesn’t so much as look up, but his intentions are clear. “See. Yourself. Out.”
<><><><><>
in the wake of an attack by subject two, albedo deals with the aftermath.
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02 Jun 2022
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"Has anyone ever told you your hair is the same colour as autumn leaves?"
Chuuya Nakahara, a fifteen year old weapon made for Japan that was terminated after deemed too emotional.
Dazai Osamu, a fifteen year old grim reaper standing over Verlaine's body in that God-forsaken lighthouse.Two demon prodigies on opposite sides of a war neither had asked to be swept up into, fighting for revenge and the freedom that awaits them in death. In the end, two wrongs do not make a right, and they are no exception. As Dazai pulls the pin from the grenade, Chuuya smiles. And so they burn.
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12 May 2022
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In A Crowd Of Thousands by NotTheBrightestLamp
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Nov 2021
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(Based loosely after In A Crowd Of Thousands from Anastasia and loosely inspired by the backstory for the Stars Do Shine; you should check it out, I cried)
Albedo has had his eyes on Kaeya for a while now. Not only because he was pretty attractive and made Albedo's blood pump. But because there was something vaguely familiar about him. Something about that eye, that smirk and laughter. And finally Albedo has the courage to confront him about where they were both from.
But confrontation always has to go wrong for Albedo. (This is why he doesn't do relationships.) A conversation and a week later and he has a month to find the saving grace of Khaenri'ah and get the hell out of dodge or he's exiled from Mondstadt with nothing but memories to show for it. They run into friends, meet and make new ones, and make some enemies too. Nothing prepares Albedo for the waterfall jumping, zombie babysitting, cannibal slaying, doctor oggling, and deity shipping adventure of a lifetime.
Just one thing is constantly confusing Albedo.
Why in the world can't Kaeya remember him?
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- 109,032
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25 Apr 2022
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Kaeya Alberich, Diluc Ragnvindr, and Jean Gunnhildr--three very different people with very different futures. But that's all ahead. For now, they're teenagers on the cusp of adulthood, trying to figure out what they want to do with their lives. And also, they're best friends. Expect about a 50/50 ratio of fluff to angst, Diluc's emotional constipation as an honorary fourth main character, and Kaeya-induced tomfoolery. As well as egregious fix-it!fic energy.
Featuring! The fruitiest interpretation of Master Crepus you'll ever read, disaster hetero Varka, three tired teenagers just trying to vibe, bad diplomacy, hopeless romantic!Diluc, snarky Kaeya being snarky, Jean doing her best, and plenty of hugs for those with sad backstories. That is to say, all of them.
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- Part 1 of il faut tenter de vivre
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23 Apr 2022
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Mysterious kidnappings spring up all over Teyvat, but that’s hardly bad news for Kaeya and Jean. Of course, Kaeya’s not thrilled about it but he’s desperate for anything to keep his mind from dwelling on memories of the past. And it’s obviously a headache for Jean but at least she knows exactly how to rope Diluc into helping solve the case. Maybe this time Mondstadt’s Cavalry Captain and Darknight Hero can finally realize they never stopped being brothers.
As the case gets deeper, relationships are repaired and spirits resolved. By the end of it all, it seems as though things have changed for the better. But unbeknownst to the people of Teyvat, something much more sinister may have been playing out behind the scenes the entire time.
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- Part 1 of Frost And Flame - A Tale of Two Brothers
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- 41/41
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06 Apr 2022
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Jean has repressed issues from her childhood that she's been successfully ignoring, until her mother suddenly shows up in Mondstadt and throws Jean into an emotional frenzy.
Barbara struggles with feelings of abandonment and self-worth. Slowly, with the help of her friends, she learns that she is capable of giving and receiving love after all.
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18 Mar 2022
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16 Mar 2022
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carve your love into my skin by EmpressofWallachia
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Apr 2025
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Chuuya looks underneath Dazai's bandages without his permission. This breach of trust isn't one mendable with words alone.
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Dazai is the Book itself, and only so many pages remain.
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- 16/19
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28 Feb 2022
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we're starting over and i love you, darling by lycheetapioca
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jan 2022
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As it turns out, death changes everything.
A star-crossed love, spanning five lifetimes and countless more.
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- Part 1 of i love you so
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01 Feb 2022
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“I just think she’s beautiful,” Hu Tao stated certainly.
“The most alluring flowers tend to have the deepest thorns, Hu Tao,” Zhongli warned, though his voice was still light.
Hu Tao wasn’t listening to him. She waved at him lightly, dispelling whatever lecture he had for her on his tongue. Yanfei was stunning, that much was true, and her grandfather had always told her to appreciate anything she found half as beautiful.
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Or, Hu Tao thought that the flowers she threw up paled in comparison to the way Yanfei made her feel.
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- Part 1 of butterflies would faint if they but knew
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28 Dec 2021