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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I said yes,” she sobbed. It sounded desperate. It sounded like apology. It sounded like a plea. “You weren’t there, you can’t say it was anything but a bad kiss.”

    Dimitri looked away, bile rising in his throat. Luka scooted even closer, wrapping his arm around Nadia’s shoulders and pulling her into him. She went without a fight, sobbing into her brother’s chest.

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    shane and ilya's daughter finally opens up about everything she's been going through. her brothers and parents will always be there.

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    Healing isn't linear and Ilya is learning this.
    Healing is also not a quick process.

    After his world is upended, Ilya works to return to normalcy. His body doesn't feel like his, his mind is playing tricks on him, and he wants to be OK again.

    Most of all, he wants to hold his boyfriend again. He wants to feel his touch without being thrown into dark memories or flinching away from a touch he once chased. Ilya is determined to recapture the intimacy that was stolen from him.

    As long as it takes.

    This story is a sequel to I'll Crave Your Touch Again .

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    07 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    After several years of marriage, Shane and Ilya love their life together. Ilya's trauma starts to present itself in ways that he didn't expect. He goes to therapy about it, and realizes that there are times he wants to hand over the control, decision making, and power to his husband. The two of them discover new ways to find safety in what they need.

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    23 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane and Ilya have just finished their first season together as teammates and...lovers. Married lovers. The season has worn them down and left them raw in more ways than one, and Shane comes up with the idea of taking Ilya on a three week long road trip around Canada.

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    23 Mar 2026