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    slow rush by

    Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)  

    21 Dec 2020

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    (Here’s something that a harbinger of tragedy would never find the courage to admit: there are moments in between the bitter self-hatred and the visceral, tangible consequences of your sins in which you almost think you’re worthy of forgiveness; of second chances; of a life beyond your greatest regrets. It’s a unique brand of pain, and it looks like this:)

    “Let me help you with this,” Satoru mumbles, so quietly that it’s almost reverent.

    or: the aftermath of Shibuya, as told by one house-arrested Getou Suguru

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    12 Mar 2021

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    post shibuya angst, so delicious and well written
    (geto i love you) (it doesn't get better but it will)

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    lilac by

    Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan  

    23 May 2022

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    “Levi,” and it’s almost nothing. It would be so easy to pretend not to have heard. Levi thinks maybe that is what Erwin wants him to do. But he turns anyway, sees that Erwin has followed him, partially, suspended between Levi and his desk.

    Levi might be sick. The light of the lamp is making molten gold out of Erwin’s hair. He is so beautiful it is hateful. He is breathing like he has been running.

    “There is another – I need to.” He pauses, clears his throat. Tries again. “There is something else I need to discuss with you. Tell you.” His eyes are so wide. Levi is shaking now.

    “It can wait,” he whispers, like it’s a warning. It is a warning.

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    The night before the Survey Corps set off to retake Shiganshina, Erwin has something to tell Levi. For the first time in years, words fail him.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    eruri first (and last) time before the inevitable..... i will commit

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    Citrus by

    Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan  

    30 Mar 2024

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    “And what about that friend of your husband’s then?”

    “What about him?”

    “Well he’s a strange man, isn’t he? For Erwin to be friends with, that is. Quite an… unorthodox fellow. And he smells unusual too, for a man. Have you noticed? Like—”

    “Yes, I’ve noticed.”

    Erwin’s nose prickles with the phantom scent of oranges and lavender. That I could press my face into his hair, as a man does with his wife.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    christian guilt vs unspeakable burning desire
    so peak

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    sky's effluents by

    Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)  

    17 Aug 2023

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    For a while, Satoru forgets about Toji’s last words. Or more accurately, he doesn’t care enough to do anything about them. Then Suguru happens -- and suddenly not caring is not an option anymore.

    Nine years, two growing children, and one overgrown child. It’s a life Satoru never wanted, but only because it’s one he never dreamed he could have.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    most perfect gojo-megumi-tsumiki dynamic i've ever read, so sweet and angsty (at times) and emo
    love my dysfunctional family sm
    (also satoshoko here>>)

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    last one to leave the bleachers every time by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    28 Dec 2025

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    27 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    soft father/son-in-law relationship, so precious