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Lily Evans never cared much for Quidditch, but she’s determined to make it through another Gryffindor party. When an uncomfortable encounter escalates, an unlikely new friend steps in, a mysterious Slytherin with surprising charm. What starts as an awkward meeting turns into an unexpected connection, and as the night progresses, Lily finds boundaries are blurring and new possibilities emerge.
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A long fic following Lily Evans and her journey through Hogwarts up until the infamous attack on Halloween...
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Temporary Silence (Brokeback Mountain AU) by motswolo for anauro
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Aug 2023
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'You’re too much for me, Remus, you son of a whoreson bitch.
I wish I knew how to quit you.'Bookmarked by lilypads13
09 Oct 2025
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our bodies & other fine machines by farteater
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
26 May 2025
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Anakin Skywalker never did like himself.
Anakin hardly glanced at mirrors, nor looked at photos. He especially ignored the ones going around Republic servers.
For as long as possible Anakin would live in his uniform. He could not, or rather did not want to acknowledge anything about his body. It was the limitations of flesh that he could not handle. The same flesh that was battered, beaten, bartered over all those years ago. But Anakin reminded himself that he was in a war now, a war that now reached farther than just within him. He couldn't think about these insecurities, that uneasy feeling he got under his skin. It was irrelevant, he told himself all too often. With it came too much hurt, a pang of guilt, a foggy idea that he was damaged goods - an idea he knew for a fact was just a remnant of his time in chains, but still hung in the back of his mind nonetheless.
For the past month he could no longer undress in front of Padme. His wife, Padme. Sometimes he wanted to wish away his human body. Often he wished to be metal. Always, he loathed himself. Sometimes more than words could express.
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in other words anakin has issues with himself
he later mourns the body he lostBookmarked by lilypads13
07 May 2025
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The Tragedy of Walburga Black by evervelvet
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom, Marauders Era - Fandom
18 Jul 2024
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In which the untold story of Walburga Black unfolds.
She was a witch before she was a wife, mother, and cruel woman.
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"You failed as a mother; I failed as a son. Can you sit here truthfully, and say you love me? Look in my eyes, and say that you love me despite it all? Say it and I will know it all meant something." Sirius practically begged, his voice choked with emotion.
"Please?" he pleaded, tears welling up in his eyes.
At that moment, as she looked at him, all she saw was a little boy. She saw her little boy, with tears in his eyes, asking to be picked up.
Like a kicked dog returning to its owner, they sought love despite the pain they inflicted on each other. Yet, the cycle persisted, leaving them both yearning for a love that seemed just out of reach.
*Ares Carrow is my own character, though the Carrow family remains JK. Rowling's creation. The Acolytes are based on JK. Rowling's characters as well.*
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23 Feb 2025
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His mother was right. She had always been right. He was a failure, a corruption, a parasite. He was pathetic.
The Marauders won't speak to him, Snape is on the warpath for revenge and Reggie has offered some cryptic and threatening warnings about summer at Grimmauld Place. But this has always been written in the stars, hasn't it? He's a Black after all, he should get used to living a life of darkness.
This fic follows the events of Sirius' 'prank' on Snape and it's consequences on Sirius and the Marauders, as well as the following summer in Grimmauld Place.
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15 Feb 2025
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It takes the Order nearly three months after the end of the war to remember that he exists.
Remus Lupin has given his life to the cause, and when he’s finally recalled from the field he discovers that everyone he loves is dead or gone.
How is he supposed to continue when everything he lived for has been taken away?(on hiatus until the authors brain decides to cooperate)
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15 Feb 2025