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Temporary Silence (Brokeback Mountain AU) by motswolo for anauro
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
11 Aug 2023
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'You’re too much for me, Remus, you son of a whoreson bitch.
I wish I knew how to quit you.'Bookmarked by lilypads13
09 Oct 2025
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our bodies & other fine machines by farteater
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
26 May 2025
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Anakin Skywalker never did like himself.
Anakin hardly glanced at mirrors, nor looked at photos. He especially ignored the ones going around Republic servers.
For as long as possible Anakin would live in his uniform. He could not, or rather did not want to acknowledge anything about his body. It was the limitations of flesh that he could not handle. The same flesh that was battered, beaten, bartered over all those years ago. But Anakin reminded himself that he was in a war now, a war that now reached farther than just within him. He couldn't think about these insecurities, that uneasy feeling he got under his skin. It was irrelevant, he told himself all too often. With it came too much hurt, a pang of guilt, a foggy idea that he was damaged goods - an idea he knew for a fact was just a remnant of his time in chains, but still hung in the back of his mind nonetheless.
For the past month he could no longer undress in front of Padme. His wife, Padme. Sometimes he wanted to wish away his human body. Often he wished to be metal. Always, he loathed himself. Sometimes more than words could express.
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in other words anakin has issues with himself
he later mourns the body he lostBookmarked by lilypads13
07 May 2025
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The Tragedy of Walburga Black by evervelvet
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom, Marauders Era - Fandom
18 Jul 2024
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In which the untold story of Walburga Black unfolds.
She was a witch before she was a wife, mother, and cruel woman.
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"You failed as a mother; I failed as a son. Can you sit here truthfully, and say you love me? Look in my eyes, and say that you love me despite it all? Say it and I will know it all meant something." Sirius practically begged, his voice choked with emotion.
"Please?" he pleaded, tears welling up in his eyes.
At that moment, as she looked at him, all she saw was a little boy. She saw her little boy, with tears in his eyes, asking to be picked up.
Like a kicked dog returning to its owner, they sought love despite the pain they inflicted on each other. Yet, the cycle persisted, leaving them both yearning for a love that seemed just out of reach.
*Ares Carrow is my own character, though the Carrow family remains JK. Rowling's creation. The Acolytes are based on JK. Rowling's characters as well.*
*Unedited*
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23 Feb 2025
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15 Feb 2025
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His mother was right. She had always been right. He was a failure, a corruption, a parasite. He was pathetic.
The Marauders won't speak to him, Snape is on the warpath for revenge and Reggie has offered some cryptic and threatening warnings about summer at Grimmauld Place. But this has always been written in the stars, hasn't it? He's a Black after all, he should get used to living a life of darkness.
This fic follows the events of Sirius' 'prank' on Snape and it's consequences on Sirius and the Marauders, as well as the following summer in Grimmauld Place.
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- 36/?
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15 Feb 2025
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It takes the Order nearly three months after the end of the war to remember that he exists.
Remus Lupin has given his life to the cause, and when he’s finally recalled from the field he discovers that everyone he loves is dead or gone.
How is he supposed to continue when everything he lived for has been taken away?(on hiatus until the authors brain decides to cooperate)
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- Part 1 of Bad Moon Rising
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- English
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- 204,691
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- 45/?
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15 Feb 2025
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After a horrible summer before her Seventh Year brings the war to her doorstep, Lily Evans knows one thing for certain-- she will not be safe at Hogwarts anymore. Her position as Head Girl, her new friendship with the Potter heir and the disgraced Black heir, the sudden and tragic murder of her parents all shoves her into a limelight she never wanted. Learning to cope with her grief and her trauma, Lily needs to navigate the treacherous waters of her new situation as the war against people like her escalates in the world she is about to graduate into.
((Plans to update weekly, not sure how many chapters yet))
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- 56/?
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15 Feb 2025
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/ˈdɑpəlˌɡɛŋəɹ/ · noun. a person who is almost identical to another.
almost being the operative word.
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Walburga has had it with the Heir Apparent, and forces Regulus to drink Polyjuice Potion to pretend to be Sirius at Hogwarts. How hard could it be to impersonate Sirius Black, the most obnoxious brother known to man?
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15 Feb 2025
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Wish it all were just a bad dream by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
05 Nov 2023
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Sirius has had many bad omens in his life, the family he was born into, the parents, his fiery temperament, his way of not thinking things through, doing stupid shit that ends up him losing his friends, not being enough and getting disowned etcetera etcetera..
So what was one more?
This bad omen though, turned out to be their new muggle studies teacher, who looked a bit too long, got too close for comfort, just something was off about him, at least Sirius could see it.
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Sirius gets sa by a teacher at Hogwarts and doesn’t know how to deal with it, luckily he isn’t as alone as he thought he was.Series
- Part 1 of Dreamless dreams & Nightless nightmares
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15 Feb 2025
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A Black Mass Over Highway Ninety by greenvlvetcouch (roadsidehorror)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
13 Nov 2023
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Remus loves Sirius, and Sirius loves Remus.
That’s just the way it is—call it a law of the universe or just the way the world works—but after four years away, Remus gets a call from Sirius asking him if he remembers a promise they made freshman year.
And, of course, Remus remembers. How could he not?
Something like a love story from the summer of 1978, full of Southern Cuts and Old Style, shitty motel rooms, and questionable decisions. Poor excuse for poetry and late night dancing, a trip to Vegas, and one too many honeymoon suites.
Cherry pop rocks, too-tight pants, and a road trip across the U.S.
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- Part 2 of HIGHWAY NINETY
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15 Feb 2025
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“We found your old annual and we were wondering - what was the Dead Wizards Society?” Sirius asked.
“Gentlemen, can you keep a secret?” Keating lowered his head and spoke softly.
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Remus Lupin is admitted into Hogwarts at the beginning of year six. What follows is the story of the Marauders retold and loosely inspired by the Dead Poets Society storyline with Mr Keating as their charms professor.
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- Part 1 of Dead Wizards Society
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- English
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- 95,707
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- 38/38
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15 Feb 2025
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Robin: History teacher, nice easy going and loved by every student.
Regina: Teaches science, stern and serious but fair, kids are afraid of failing her class.
Somehow, they end as chaperones on a school trip... then stuff happens...Bookmarked by lilypads13
30 Nov 2024
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One choice can change fate. Regina chooses love, Snow stays silent, and Cora casts the curse. Rumplestiltskin knows that trusting Cora with that much power is dangerous—but he has no choice if he wants to find his son. 28 years later, Gold and Regina awaken in Storybrooke and must work together to make the Savior believe.
Yes, this Storybrooke is far darker than the one you know.
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- Part 1 of Freeze on the Stones
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- English
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- 635,338
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- 102/102
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30 Nov 2024
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Sarcasm and Slytherin by orphan_account
Fandom: Harry Potter - Fandom, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
06 Jul 2019
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16 Oct 2024
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“Jamie thinks you look really nice.” Sirius says, and he’s smiling wide, too wide, he’s enjoying this too much, but James allows it, mainly because he has bigger things to worry about right now.
“Can Jamie tell me that himself?” Lily asks, sweetly.
“You look really nice,” he manages, voice quiet, and he hears laughter, his friends find this entertaining, which is lovely, but he’s still staring at Lily, and how the fuck can he be expected to ever look away?
“Thanks, Potter,” she grins, wolfish, a sliver of teeth behind blood stained lips, and he doesn’t say, you are the reason that poetry was invented, to describe girls like you.
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basically, the seventh year jily fic of my dreams.
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“A 97 percent?” her mother asks, eyes never leaving the page of the exam booklet that she’s studying.
Lily nods, realizes her mother can’t see her, and replies, quietly, “Yes.”
Her mother hums. It’s an uncertain hum, with an undercurrent of disdain. Lily is very good at interpreting her mother’s hums.
“Well, that’s not bad darling.” A pause. Lily waits for what is inevitably coming. “But where did the other 3 percent go?”
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In her fifth year at Hogwarts, Lily Evans begins to dissolve. This is a story of hunger, pressure, what it takes to exceed expectations, and what it means to survive them.
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02 Aug 2024
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After the battle of the cemetery with Voldemort, Harry returns to number four privet drive and Vernon decides he is no longer holding back. Unbeknownst to Harry, something happened that night at the graveyard and James Potter is back, confused and worried more than ever, wondering where his baby boy was and if his two favorite people were okay. The war is starting again and with Voldemort back people will have to put aside their differences and work together. With a headmaster who uses everyone as pawns, a bloody-thirsty no-nosed excuse of a human being, abusive relatives, overbearing mothers, and a society that doesn't believe him, how will Harry prevail?
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01 Aug 2024
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Excellent fun til you get to know her by perfectplace_tocry
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, The Marauders - Fandom
31 May 2024
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Lily Evans grows up with body image issues. Yeah that's it, that's the plot.
It's also loosely inspired by 'The Bolter' by Taylor Swift but you have to squint to see it.
Please don't read if body image issues/eating disorders/negative self talk may be triggering. Even if you don't think it will please make sure to be careful. Take care of yourself <3
(1st year - 1980)
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30 Jul 2024
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Dearest Reader, the ton are abuzz with the latest gossip, and so it is my honour to impart to you the news that the Duke of Peverell has returned to London at last! A year after setting off on his tour of Europe, Lady Peverell's son has returned and rumour has it that his mother is preparing for the most joyous of occasions: a late summer wedding that sees her son wed the next Duchess of Peverell. It is my sincere hope that you have stored a bottle of wine for this most delightful of upcoming events for if ever there were a more determined mama, this writer is Icarus and this society paper has been scorched for flying too close to the sun.
A Jily Regency Romance inspired by Shondaland's "Bridgerton".
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- 21/21
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30 Jul 2024
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let us be the constant in a world of war by rustlingbreeze
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
30 Jul 2024
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“No way, I’m staying with you. Ain’t leaving my girlfriend alone.”
“Not girlfriend yet, dumbass. You’re still on trial period.”
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lily is worried, james is caring. they're only 16.
(don't copy or translate please!)
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30 Jul 2024