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    time to shatter by

    Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV)  

    23 Nov 2023

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    Nick is having a not so good, very terrible day, and all he wants is a hug from Charlie.

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    there's no need to be brave by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

    03 Jun 2024

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    She's never had the ability to choose, she's never had someone care. But one day, one man, changes her whole life. And now she has to deal with the fall out.

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    22 Dec 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 73

    Fragile & Composed by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Comics), Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

    31 Jan 2024

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    "I can feel your heart hanging in the air
    It's buried in your bones, I see it in your closed eyes
    Turning in, this is harder than we know
    We hold it in the most when we're wearing thin"

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    Natasha swallows thickly, turning her attention back to the controls. And her hand travels down to the base of her belly, hovering over her growing bump, in which her baby resides. Natasha's baby. Her child, whom she is going to do everything in her power to protect. To raise happily and without any worries.

    And in order to do that, she needs to protect the rest of her family. The Avengers. Yelena. There are too many unknown variables to consider. Ross. UN. Being on the run from the government. Taking care of the remaining Red Room facilities. Finding Rose.

    They have to be careful. There's too much at risk.

    Or...

    Natasha Romanoff has survived the civil war. She's survived facing the devil from her nightmares. But that doesn't mean she's in clear waters. The hunt is on to find her lost daughter. To hide from Ross, who is after her blood now more than ever. To protect her baby. Whatever it takes.

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    19 Dec 2023

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    Too Numb to Feel (The Knife in My Back) by

    Fandoms: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    03 Jun 2019

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    The Red Room was going to turn her into an expert spy. An expert assassin. A weapon of the state.

    She wasn’t here to be a friend.

    She was here to be a killer.

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    17 Dec 2022

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    Bruised and Burned but We're Bold and Brave by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

    18 Dec 2023

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    “You were pregnant.”

    13 years ago those words had broken Natasha’s heart and numbed it to ice. 13 years ago Madame told Natasha they’d killed the child in her womb during her graduation ceremony. 13 years ago Dreykov forced Natasha to watch as the Winter Soldier was wiped of all memory of her.

    She’d had cause to curse the Red Room a thousand times over but even she hadn't seen this coming. She'd never imagined Madame lied. She hadn’t considered Dreykov would want to keep the Winter Soldier’s child.

    When Steve asked her to look for Bucky, she didn’t expect to find him. She wasn't prepared to find a 10 year old with red hair, green eyes, and her James's features.

    She thought she’d lost her child forever, before she even had her, but it was all a lie. Now suddenly she’s mother to a traumatised 10 year old girl more familiar with guns than hugs. Her child has spent 3 years frozen in cryogenic storage and the other 10 training as a Widow.

    And Natasha would go to the ends of the earth and fight any monster to protect her daughter but even she might not be up to the task of protecting her baby girl. Because the Red Room is still out there, and Dreykov will stop at nothing.

    Set after CA:TWS

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    06 Dec 2022