loonatheart



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    And then his prayer from before the kiss was answered in the form of a soft knock.

    Shane had barely made it up five steps. He paused for a second, wondering if he had hit the metal railing somehow, leaving behind a knock-like reverberation echoing in the stairwell. He shook his head slightly, as if shaking out the thought that it could be anything else. He continued up the steps more slowly.

    Then there was a second knock, and a buzz in his sweatshirt pocket.

    There was no mistaking either of those sounds. He practically snapped his wrist yanking his phone out of his pocket.

    LILY: the car is not here, and is cold. can i keep waiting inside?

     

    OR: What if Ilya's cab in ep2 is late?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20,828
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    285
    Kudos:
    4,516
    Bookmarks:
    853
    Hits:
    58,253

    25 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I was looking forward to last night,” Rozanov says, soft. His pinky finger touches the back of Shane’s hand, just barely, feather light, as if Shane is something fragile.

    Something is—off, that has nothing to do with the floaty feeling of the painkillers in his system. Rozanov is looking at him, and his gaze is weighted, pinning him in place. There are bags under his eyes and a slight tilt to the corner of his mouth and his pinky is hooked onto Shane’s and there’s something at the edge of Shane’s consciousness, like chasing a dream, that’s telling him he’s missing something, he’s supposed to remember something—

    “I’m sorry,” Shane stammers out. “Did we have plans or something scheduled for last night? I’m having some trouble remembering.”
    **
    Shane's concussion is a little worse than previously thought. an amnesia au

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,438
    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    112
    Kudos:
    837
    Bookmarks:
    240
    Hits:
    11,288

    27 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya stopped before Shane’s door and took a deep breath, holding it in until his lungs burned. Peeking through the little window on the door, his heart sank at seeing Shane lying there, hooked up to various monitors with his arm in a sling. Before he could talk himself out of it, he turned the handle slowly and slipped inside, shutting the door quietly behind him.

    Shane blinked awake, gaze sleepily settling on Ilya. Ilya lingered by the door, unsure of what to do or say.

    Clearing his throat, Shane sat up a little straighter and gave a curt nod. “Rozanov.”

    Ilya’s heart stopped.

    Rozanov.

    Not Ilya.

    Just… Rozanov.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,699
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    308
    Kudos:
    2,454
    Bookmarks:
    539
    Hits:
    45,389

    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
    --

    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,693
    Chapters:
    13/23
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,498
    Kudos:
    5,279
    Bookmarks:
    2,178
    Hits:
    164,355

    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags:
  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Four years ago, Shane Hollander suffered a career-ending injury after getting hit by Marlow on the ice. Despite Ilya’s best efforts to reach out, he never hears from Shane again. Nor does anyone as Shane Hollander disappears from the public eye. Complete radio silence.

    That is, until Ilya receives a call from his agent, asking if he is willing to ‘say a couple of nice words on camera about Shane Hollander’. Why? Oh. Because he will be induced in the MHL Hall of Fame in three weeks. And said Canadian golden boy will likely be there.

    Ilya is totally okay about this, of course.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    43,507
    Chapters:
    13/20
    Comments:
    97
    Kudos:
    401
    Bookmarks:
    142
    Hits:
    9,288

    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Tags: