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(Title is an Alien Stage lyric from the song “Cure”)
What if the night that Ryan ended their relationship lead a different direction? What if Naim decided that he was incapable of dealing with the entity wearing Ryan’s face for the rest of his life?
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BEFORE YOU READ, THIS KINDA HAS SPOILERS FOR THE SECOND BOOK “THE LONG GAME”
Shane Hollander made the winning shot for the night, and nothing turns the formal rivals to duos on more than winning (and each other.) Ilya Rozanov cannot keep it in his pants, and Shane Hollander is extremely easy when it comes to his husband. Tonight, Ilya decided that he absolutely CANNOT wait until they get home.
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These are the final thoughts of Ivan as he’s about to succumb to the hanahaki illness.
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Ivan watches Till sleep, until he hears him mutter his name looking all hot and bothered. Realizing that the man he was crushing on was having a wet dream about him, he had the option to pretend it was nothing, or to “help him out.” Ivan, being a little freak chose the latter.
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Ch113 if Paskim loved us by loserstarterpack
Fandoms: 클라우드 | Lost in the Cloud (Webcomic)
13 Jul 2024
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This is basically a fanfic where they communicate after ch112 because oh god we are cooked BUT NON CANON ALWAYS FIXES TBINGS!!
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naim: the weirdest thing just happened to me
naim: you know ryan whelan
naim: he dropped his eraser
naim: so i picked it up to give it to him
naim: and the eraser had our initials on it ??????
naim: like "NR + RW" AND A HEART
jessica: wow that is rlly weird
jessica: ryan whelan LIKES you ????
jessica: how low are his standards ??????Or; Naim's been crushing on Ryan for years, but it takes an eraser for them to actually talk
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26 Aug 2026
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Ryan's smirk grew deeper, his stride long and confident as he crossed in front of Naim, turning his head to maintain their eye contact as he reached to open the bathroom door. This particular toilet, the one next to the staircase and tucked under the corner wall, was rarely used. Despite the large amount of foot traffic by it once classes dismissed, it was out of sight just enough for most people to not even be aware of it. Naim watched as Ryan swung open the door, threw a pointed look in his direction, and disappeared behind it.
If Naim had followed Ryan into the bathroom instead of the Entity.
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25 Aug 2026
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His gaze drifts down to the heavy outline of a morning erection pressing against Ryan’s boxers, a sudden, heavy wave of heat pooling between his thighs as his mind races straight back to the dream, and how desperately he wants to ride him until they're both completely undone.
Or: Naim wakes up from a very vivid dream and realizes he wants very much to make it a reality.
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22 Aug 2026
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naim walkin ryan like a dawg 😛
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21 Aug 2026
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Having someone look at you as if they are dissecting you, digging down into your very core was a terrifying idea. But everything felt a little less scary when Naim was with Ryan.
Finally, Ryan's eyes settle, staring directly into Naim's. "But, you're all I've ever wanted Naim"
It's said with so much certainty, Naim can't even try to push back.
"Is it bad i still miss my mum?" Naim's voice comes out barely above a whisper.
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Essentially just what the title says, a day in Naim and Ryan’s lives eight months after they left Bandee. Really just an excuse to implement many of my headcannons.
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- Part 3 of Ryanaim post canon fics
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17 Aug 2026