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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ilya wakes up with a bloated, crampy stomach. Shane helps him get relief in more than one way.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    02 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Fate liked to torture him, so Shane looked at Ilya.
    "What do you think?" He asked shyly, much less amused by all this when Ilya stayed quiet. He hasn't spoken a word since Shane left the bathroom. "I think…I think I could grow to like the eyeliner, but…"
    Ilya interrupted him with an unidentifiable sound that left his tight throat. He cleared it, trying to hold himself together.
    "Is nice." He mumbled out. "Pretty dress."
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    In which ilya thinks he's straight, until he sees his gay best friend dressed up in drag as a joke (he gets so hard he almost faints).

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    01 Sep 2026

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    “Do you know why you’re in the hospital?” Ilya’s voice was close again.

    Shane shook his head slowly. “Can’t remember.”

    It sounded like Ilya took in a deep breath before he said, “You had an accident. Hit your head. Got another concussion.”

    “What was the accident?”

    At the cottage with Ilya, Shane has an accident that means he can’t play in the upcoming season. While staying at Ilya’s house in Boston, he has to figure out who the fuck he is without the game, and navigate the unexpected emotions he feels as Ilya continues thriving. Plus, the strain of keeping their relationship secret while living together only adds to the pressure.

    Canon divergence that follows episode 6 of season 1. TV show canon.

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    23 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane still wants.

    Ilya's soft cock lies against his stomach and Shane thinks that he loves it a little bit. A lot, maybe. Plenty of people have loved Ilya's hard dick, the thick heat of it. Nobody, Shane thinks, has seen Ilya like this. Legs open, dick soft and heavy against the hard plane of him. He's unaccountably gorgeous and even soft, his dick is thick and appealing, the veins pronounced and the wet head just visible. Nobody gets Ilya like this. Nobody but Shane.

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    1,613

    16 Aug 2026

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    “I have to tell you something,” Ilya says gravely. “But I– I need you to know that I love you, and I have loved only you for most of my life. But it is no secret that I had… many lovers in the past…”

    Shane shrinks away from him.

    “Allegedly,” Ilya says, swallows hard, and then continues, “I have a daughter. She is five. She is in Boston, and her mother– is dead.”

     

    Ilya and Shane take custody of the daughter Ilya never knew he had.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Shane thought he would feel settled, being married and playing with the Centaurs. He expected that seeing Ilya all day, every day, would be enough, that it might even be a lot compared to the long-distance before.

    Instead, he’s slowly realising that there’s no way he can ever get his fill.

    Sex isn’t enough, falling asleep in each other’s arms isn’t enough. Rings aren’t enough. Shane is greedy for every second, every touch, every glance.

    ---

    Shane and Ilya try to get as close to each other as they possibly can during their first year of marriage.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

    --

    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Ilya's thoughts stutter to a grinding halt. That had been how Shane lost his virginity? A rushed, unpleasant thing, with Shane left wanting for the orgasm Jacques no doubt thought he'd delivered?

    "So anyway," Shane goes on, babbling now, "I've made my peace with it, and I should probably go to the library to study-"

    Ilya makes a very bad decision in a line of bad decisions, starting with when he asked to live with Shane after falling head-over-heels for him after their hockey coach assigned Shane to tutor Ilya in math.

    "I bet I can make you come," he says, and Shane's eyes go wide.
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    Ilya has a long string of very satisfied hookups. Shane has one very bad one, and a body that can't seem to orgasm.

    Ilya also has a crush on Shane and a penchant for bad decisions.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    It starts off as a joke. Something said offhand on a team night out about Ilya being whipped, and him responding with, “Ah you know what they say, yes? Happy wife, happy life.”

    Shane had flushed, had kicked Ilya's shin under the table and revelled in the way he’d pouted and then nothing more was said. 

    But then it just keeps cropping up. 

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    16 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    Lily and Jane are sisters who can't keep their hands off each other. From secret spots at school to their own bedrooms, they push the limits of their taboo relationship.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”

    Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.

    Shane Hollander
    Age: 27
    Height: 177.8cm
    Weight: 88.5Kg
    Temp: 36.6
    BP: 118/75

    -Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.

     

    -shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Once he’s settled, he gives Ilya that look. Hooded eyes, softened jaw, slickened lips. The “I’ll do whatever you ask me”look that gets Ilya harder than anything they’ve ever done together. His cock is beating like a drum against the inside of his joggers, but he’s keeping them on. He made that decision last night. They stay on, unless they can’t anymore.

    “What are you gonna do to me?” Shane asks.

    or

    Ilya very much wants to make his husband wet. Very wet.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “Do you know this name, ‘Shane Hollander’?”
    The kid looked at Shane, chewing his lip and frowning a little, before turning back to Rozanov. “I think so, yes.”
    “Who is he?
    “Uh… a hockey player?”
    “No,” Rozanov said in a harsh, cutting tone. “He is no one. Because he is on my ice. Understand?”

    To help with his edge control, the Metros' coach recommends Shane take figure skating lessons with someone named Ilya Rozanov. Rozanov is rude, abrasive, and insists he will only teach Shane in a group class for kids. Shane, a rookie hell-bent on proving himself and unwilling to disappoint his coach, refuses to give up despite how much Rozanov tries to humiliate him each lesson.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    "Shane felt himself ascend out of his body. So overcome by Ilya working him all night, and then taking him like this with no effort to get Shane off, just to use him. Just to show off how Shane was perfectly shaped, perfectly put on this earth for Ilya to fuck. How Shane’s whole life, his success, his career, his family was just a byproduct of being wholly and entirely Ilya’s. Of his knowledge that if Ilya wanted to keep him down here in this basement with this crowd for the rest of his life, Shane would be just fine because even in his most forlorn state, Ilya knew exactly how to care for him and protect him, how to bring him right to the edge and then effortlessly sweep him up and walk him right back."

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    As they prepare for their second season of being married and playing together, Ilya plans a special date to confirm a few suspicions about some kinks Shane has been harboring. Through an exclusive dinner, show, dance, and darkroom, Shane learns more about himself and the millions of ways Ilya knows and loves him.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Baby, you’ll never find someone if you’re that scared of meeting people.”

    “Leave him alone, Rosy,” Jackie waves a hand in the air: “He’ll find someone when he’s ready.”

    “It’s not that—” Shane’s words wobble out like a whisper, like his tongue turned to rubber because of the alcohol.

    Rose is too invested in her thesis to even pay him attention: “I’m just saying! It’s for his health! I don’t think he should be spending all of his heats alone, that’s it. It can’t be healthy.”

    It’s not that—I have this—this thing—

    “I don’t think I can orgasm,” he blurts out.

    Or the one where Shane Hollander, at twenty seven, is the first male-omega captain of the Montreal Metros. Under his belt, he has two Stanley Cups, forty million dollars of net worth and zero orgasms. This must change. (Rose suggests a check up might help). (Jackie knows a great gynecologist downtown).

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    26,507

    01 Jul 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    882
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    2,441
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    93,082

    26 Jun 2026

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    It might have been easier to fall to his knees and beg for forgiveness. But his boyfriend was a dangerous thing right now, and God help him, Ilya couldn’t resist. He liked it when Shane’s sharp edges caught his soft sides, when all of his intensity bubbled onto the surface.

    “Did you want me to sign your tits too, Hollander?” he asked. “Make things even?”

    There was some saying about playing stupid games.

    Or: a drunken fan interaction was making its rounds on social media, and Ilya knew that apologies weren’t cheap.

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    1/1
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    206
    Kudos:
    3,290
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    672
    Hits:
    25,385

    26 Jun 2026

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