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For as Long as I've Known You by Munch525
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
29 Oct 2025
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When two fools finally cross the boundary they set themselves :D
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10 Nov 2025
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got me all strung out again (and its worth it) by pipkinxchaos
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
01 Nov 2025
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you come home drunk after a night with friends and find Caleb in your apartment, and you're determined to make that his problem
yeah you're a stone cold killer when you're shooting your shot
and all the girls back home they want a taste of your mouth
you know it makes my monday when you're getting me off
you just might be everything i want
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09 Nov 2025
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How is Caleb supposed to answer the question 'when did he fall in love with you'? The word 'when' indicates a moment, maybe a phase. But you’ve never been a phase. You’re a constant. From the days when the two of you were children, and you never seemed to want to let go of his hand. To the summers when you were pre-teens covered in scratches and giggling like hooligans as you played in the quiet neighborhood playground, then to your actual teen years when he was suddenly the taller one. Even to the days when the two of you had grown apart, at least physically, with him in the DAA and you preparing to become a hunter. He’d loved you the entire time.
But he can admit that the love he felt had changed over time. Deepened like how spices are layered in a recipe. But it’s impossible to put into words.
How is he supposed to admit that he falls in love with you every day? Every moment? Every phase?
How is he supposed to admit that he feels every kind of love for you? Familial, romantic, unconditional, even possessive?
And what would you do knowing that those types of love define who he is at his very core?
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17 Sep 2025
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On your way to Skyhaven, you can’t help but stay glued to your phone, chatting animatedly with the very person your heart longs for.
Shenanigans ensue.
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17 Sep 2025
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It’s the morning after Caleb’s birthday.
Yes, that birthday.
A much needed emotional resolution after an alleged five hour romp.
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17 Sep 2025
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When another panic attack strikes, you find yourself shielded by the one man you thought you couldn’t trust anymore: your Gege, Caleb.
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- Part 2 of When The Panic Sets In
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17 Sep 2025
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when you realise the shift in your feelings for Caleb isn't as new as you thought and nowhere as fleeting as you hoped, wanting him turns unbearable. now, it's fifteen minutes to midnight, his birthday is almost over, and all you know is that you don't want to spend any more time avoiding what could be.
[an adaptation of 'No Return Night'.]
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12 Sep 2025
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In the dead of night, the nightmares are relentless, all consuming in the torrent of fragile memories. Caleb often returns home, longing for her traces to linger just a bit longer and ground him to reality. When he returns home after another "session" to find her curled up on his sofa, he wonders if maybe it's more than just a lucid dream.
In which Caleb is comforted by the person he longs for most, reassuring him with every tender touch.
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- Part 1 of Signals from Deepspace
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08 Sep 2025
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15 Aug 2025
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when your insecurities get the better of you, sylus discovers that there are some battles he cannot help you win
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21 May 2025
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21 May 2025
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The carnival was supposed to be just a night out. A little laughter, a little competition, maybe a few stolen kisses if you were feeling brave.
But standing there under cheap lights and the slow hush of rain, with Caleb smiling at you like you’re gravity itself, you realize it was never just a night out. It’s a promise. A memory you haven't made yet but already know by heart.
And if happiness feels a little reckless tonight, maybe that’s exactly the point.Bookmarked by mahiruus
29 Apr 2025
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Caleb powers on his old phone and finds more than he expected.
An entire year of your life without him, preserved like a virtual memorial. Every moment of grief, every fleeting joy.Bookmarked by mahiruus
25 Apr 2025
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A guy approaches you while you're visiting him on campus, he decides to let his frustrations out.
"You know, pipsqueak, if you wanted to start seeing other guys—I wouldn't mind."
"You're all grown up now. It's only natural for you to want to explore other options. If—that's what you really want."
"All you have to do is say the word and I'll back off."
(aka caleb pinning you down)
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24 Apr 2025
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it's too hot, but you want to keep hugging caleb. luckily, you know the most optimal way to hug.
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24 Apr 2025
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Your breath comes in waves, barely containing the thrumming under your skin. You are close, much closer than you remember being minutes ago, warm breath intermingling as you stare at one another with matching looks of desperation. It's too bright to look at directly - you sidestep his questions. "...and what happened to you wanting to pretend?"
"If I really wanted that, would I be sitting here, staring your lips like they're a lifeline?" He asks gruffly.
You open your mouth, then close it. Try again. "....I thought you said we should get control over -" Your eyes dip as his teeth catch against his bottom lip, "Whatever is happening.”
Caleb swallows hard, his voice dropping to a near whisper. "Control? You already have it. You might as well be holding the leash. Just…let it go.”
___________________Loosely based after that one text in game where MC says that Caleb is the most important person to her, and he responds with "I know". To me, that informed us that He knows, and she knows he knows. I crashed out and wrote nearly 20k trying to make them have that conversation. Enjoy!
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- Part 2 of All Eyes On Me
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04 Apr 2025
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in memory of the living by bringingglory
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
30 Mar 2025
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You know you never found Gran’s body, but you start to wonder if you never found Caleb’s either.
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03 Apr 2025
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“You’re trying to piss me off,” you huff. “I know you’re not that reckless.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“You do.” You step forward without thinking and realize only after Sylus smiles that that was exactly what he wanted you to do. “I don’t know why you’re being so difficult.”
“I think you’re attributing certain motives to my behavior that do not exist. I laid out my plans for tonight and you came in to complain about my protocols.”
“Are you saying I’m projecting?” you ask flatly.
The corner of his mouth twitches. “That. Or…”
You frown. “Or?”
“I think you’re just worried about me, sweetheart.”
Mephisto drags you back to the N109 Zone.
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14 Mar 2025
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lines that shouldn’t have been crossed by starbright_emptynights
Fandom 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
14 Feb 2025
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19 Feb 2025
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I'm not her, you know? by rubiedcrows (spamdizbiz)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
22 Dec 2024
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“I’m not her, you know?”
The words are said softly almost achingly but the silvery steel lining is without question.
Sylus freezes for a moment.
He blinks once.
Twice.
Then his eyebrows furrow.
“What?”
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23 Dec 2024