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    Being one of the few Omegas in elite football has taught Jude Bellingham one thing: never let them see you struggle.

    Years of fighting for his place at the top have taught him to hide every weakness, ignore every instinct and prove, again and again, that an Omega belongs on football's biggest stage.

    Then England draws Norway in the 2026 World Cup quarter-finals.

    Standing on the opposite side of the pitch is Erling Haaland, the Alpha who used to know him better than anyone else. The Alpha who never treated him like he was fragile. The Alpha who could always tell when something was wrong, no matter how hard Jude tried to hide it.

    And when the unexpected hits Jude in the middle of the field, Erling shows that he doesn't have to always fight alone.

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    09 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Лютик никогда не перестаёт трещать, даже во сне, и Геральт изо всех сил старается это игнорировать. Но сегодня ночью он говорит что-то, что привлекает внимание Геральта… и после чего у него остаются вопросы.

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    08 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    After Martinaise, Kim lets himself think about Harry, sometimes, but he knows it will never work.

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    28 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    After years of kneeling at Philippa's feet, Dijkstra finally dares to ask for more.

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    24 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    There are things he only dares contemplate at night, in the darkness of his room, for fear of somehow becoming his own voyeur, of somehow being judged by a courtroom of his own eyes.
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    Kim goes through the five stages of grief/repressed pining.

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    Chapters:
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    24 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    When Hank drunkenly tells him 'I love you', Connor starts imagining a future that isn’t his to have. Then a new detective joins the force, and Connor is forced to watch the man he loves fall for someone else. He tells himself it’s enough to love Hank from a distance. He knows it isn’t.

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    14 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    YOU – “Kim? Kim, what’s wrong?”

    KIM KITSURAGI – He properly meets your eyes - the first time, you realize, since the precinct - and there is something horribly soft in his face. Something you are terrified to name.

    KIM KITSURAGI – “....you can’t….”

    YOU – “I can’t what?”

    KIM KITSURAGI – “It’s…..it’s alright, Harry. You shouldn’t….have to see. I don’t…” He trails off, his eyes slipping away from yours again, somewhere far away.

    YOU – “Kim, why can’t I change your shirt? Is it your scars? I told you, I don’t give a shit, or– I give exactly as much of a shit as you want me to give, I don’t–”

    PERCEPTION – His good hand is on your cheek.

    KIM KITSURAGI – He slowly, so very slowly, traces the shape of your jaw, your moustache, your cheekbone. He smiles, just a little, tears still falling.

    EMPATHY – It’s the kind of smile a schoolteacher might give to a child who doesn’t understand something obvious.

    KIM KITSURAGI – “You can’t. You’ll see my lungs glow.”

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    14 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 2

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    Two officers of the RCM stand inside a woodden church. Kim Kitsuragi prays.

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    14 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    He coughed, hard, set the coffee down, excused himself “ah–so sorry–must have inhaled–” and managed, through sheer force of will alone, to lock himself in the restroom before the full force of it overtook him.

    When he finally caught his breath, his palm clutched a twig the color of coffee, and three small green leaves, bright against the leather of his glove, curled like the end of a question.

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    Kim contracts Hanahaki. Telling Harry would only hurt him, so he doesn't.

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    14 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 23

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    Jobe is fifteen when his brother meets Haaland. It's really all he hears about for the next five years.

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    Comments:
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    05 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    Images I drew instead of sleeping, omegaverse?

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    03 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    The pictures make The Sun in October, about a week before the Ballon d'Or gala. Jude's dragging himself out of an ice bath at the Bernabéu when the family group chat starts going off like a firecracker. At first he thinks maybe Mum's sending more of those muscle recovery YouTube videos that have dominated her algorithm lately, so he wraps a towel around his waist, teeth chattering, and trudges back to his locker before he thumbs the thread open.

    Mum: Jude, call me when you have a minute https://www.thesun.co.uk/sport/7025910
    Jobe: ???
    Jobe: oh shit
    Jobe: tbh edges looking good tho bro
    Mum: Jobe please
    Jobe: what, im just sayin
    Jobe: stop gatekeeping ur barber

    When Jude clicks into the link, the bottom of his stomach drops out completely.

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    31 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    His eyes are clamped shut against welling tears and he clings to Erling’s sweaty back, muscles flexing and relaxing on every thrust.

    “You like this, Judey? You like making me do all the hard work?” he pants against Jude’s hair. Jude shakes his head. No, of course not. He wants to make Erling feel good, make him come, make him want Jude again, make him stay.

    Erling’s rhythm stops for a second and Jude resurfaces from his mind as he feels eyes trying to pierce through the top of his head and into his brain. Jude’s not going to look at him, no matter how hard Erling tries. “No, Jude? You don’t like it?” He asks, voice low. Something in it sounds taunting, but Jude’s not sure if he’s making that part up or not.

    He shakes his head again. He knows if he says he doesn’t like it then Erling will stop, and that’s even worse

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    28 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    If it was 800 AD, Erling Haaland would be raiding distant shores and killing wild boar on the ice. Instead, it’s the year 2026, so he’s been planted on a football pitch instead and pointed towards the other goal, and he’s storming the opposing team like it’s war, knocking over players like he’s in armor and they’re starving villagers with wooden swords. Jude has always thought so, at least.

    He’s always thought too much about Erling.

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    Amidst Erling Haaland’s meteoric rise to fame during the 2026 World Cup, he gets shipped with his former teammate, and one of the few omegas in the league—Jude Bellingham.

    It’s closer to the truth than people think.

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    Comments:
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    24 Aug 2026

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    The scent is unlike anything else he's ever experienced. It's rich, warm—the scent of bitter, earthy cocoa mixed with sweet vanilla fills his nostrils, with the barest hints of soft balsamic, woody undernotes—making for a heavenly amalgam of aromaticity.

    It smells like omega.

    But their team only consists of alphas and betas.

    Erling's alpha instincts keep insisting Jude is an omega. Shenanigans ensue.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    24 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 85

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    Jude Bellingham has his life sorted out. Face drafted by the gods, Champions League winner, on his way to help England win the 2026 World Cup. Sure, he's got a tiny unresolved thing for Erling Haaland, but that's ancient history.

    Water under the bridge.

    Completely handled.

    Until it very much isn’t.

    Because Jude has always known exactly how Erling Haaland looks at him, even when they’re pretending not to look at each other at all.

    And if Jude is known for anything, it’s for constantly losing the “I don’t give a fuck” war.

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    Chapters:
    10/15
    Comments:
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    24 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 23

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    Haaland gets a haircut. It's kind of a big deal to Jude.

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    1,974

    24 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 30

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    "Did you just say... you ran away because of a bad haircut?"
     

    When Jude begs his brother Jobe for an emergency midnight pickup, Jobe prepares himself for the worst: a traumatic experience, a blackmail plot, or a horrific attack on his freshly outed brother.

    Instead, he gets reminded of why he had booked a follow-up vacation for right after his family vacation.

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    Comments:
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    30
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    1,901

    24 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    He twisted instinctively, coming face to face with none other than Enzo fucking Fernández.
    The alpha’s eyes met his, and Jude belatedly thought that he was way too close.
    He looked wrong. There was something wild behind his gaze, something that made every hair along the back of Jude’s neck stand on end.
    He bared his teeth. “Let go.”
    But Enzo didn’t.

    Or: an unspeakable crime is commited during the semifinal between England and Argentina, and the three lions would do anything to save Jude from himself. However, no one considers the Norwegian alpha currently losing his mind five thousand kilometers away.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    251
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    20,919

    24 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    If he were to die for loving Erling Håland, he would do so with his head held high. Let the Saxon people see, let the King convulse in ire, let God rage.

    Jude did not care.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    87
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    583

    20 Aug 2026

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