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  1. Public Bookmark 93

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    Todd isn’t speaking to him.
    And no, Neil isn’t making that up, he’s asked Charlie and Knox and Meeks and Pitts if Todd is avoiding him and all of them gave him their own version of yes, along with their own version of pity.
    Todd… Todd is definitely avoiding him.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    omgghfhsjkfdsjh todd crying on neil and THE GENTLENESS OF IT ALL . good god . amazing .

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    in which neil disappears for two weeks after his performance, and upon his return todd observes him becoming increasingly more affectionate.

    (cw: they discuss the attempt but its brief and not very explicit)

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    27 Aug 2025

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    im crying im sobbign im a mess

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    Six times Todd cared for the Poets (and one time the Poets cared for him).

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    27 Aug 2025

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    this one is always so fucking cute .
    "I never stood a chance against you, did I, Todd Anderson?" SOMEONE SHOOT ME !!!!!!!!! I'M GNA CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!

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    On the night of the play at Henley Hall, after Puck turned back into Neil Perry, Todd Anderson felt an odd sense of foreboding as the car rolled away...and made a choice.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    this is so gorgeous and so cute and so AHHHHHHHH !!! i loved it !!

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Neil lets out a sound from the pit of his chest, turning back around to face the wall. He knows that it’s too late to be thinking like this, he shouldn’t be thinking like this at all. Especially not about Todd. Not about a boy. Neil knows what waits for boys like him.

    (neil watches todd sleep, and reflects.)

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    26 Jul 2025

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    i'm fuckign sobbing

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