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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Are you…are you here to watch the sunrise?” The angel before him asks.

    Ilya almost wants to laugh. Would, if any of this were truly funny.

    Yes, he’s here to watch the sunrise. And chuck himself into the frigid waters below swiftly thereafter.

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    Ilya Rozanov’s suicide attempt is thwarted by Shane Hollander.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is absolutely, completely fucked.

    Sharing an aparment through college is normal, what is not normal is Ilya Rozanov, an infuriatingly affectionate roommate who seems determined to take care of him in every possible way.

    The problem? Ilya Rozanov is just nice, so fucking nice

    Or, Omega Shane remains oblivious to Alpha Ilya attempts to court him.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.

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    Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.

    *SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*

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    11 Aug 2026

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    It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

    All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

    If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

    It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

    Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

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    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    06 Aug 2026