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“So we’re here,” Lando points to the label on the map reading ‘Kawakawa bay’, “and we want to be…. where?” he trails off looking over at Carlos who was staring intently at the map.
“I think the lady said It was one bay over?”
Lando drops his head on the table. “Mate,” he exhales, forehead pressed to the wood “I cannot believe we are travelling to some random-as-fuck beach campsite because the lady in the supermarket line recommended it”
“She was a nice lady, Lando” Carlos chides, “old people know things.”
“Of course we’re trusting beach advice from an ancient stranger in the supermarket queue. That’s totally normal.”Or, the one where best friends Carlos and Lando travel to an isolated beach in New Zealand on a once-in-a-lifetime trip to cure Carlos’s quarter life crisis and maybe even find a bit of love along the way.
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27 Dec 2025
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Lando relapses with self-harm again.
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03 Dec 2025
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Eddie pauses. “What’s wrong? Was the bakery closed already?”
Buck’s left thigh seizes. He laughs to disguise the whimper in his voice. He aches. He wants. He wants.
“No, nothing, man,” Buck huffs. The extra air makes his voice sound stronger than it is. He inhales deeply. “Nothing’s wrong. I have the bread, I’m on my way back, just…”
“Traffic?”
Sort of, Buck almost says.
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Buck is in a car accident. He knows he's going to die. He calls Eddie, just to hear his voice again.
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- Part 1 of Oh, baby
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19 Feb 2025
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On the life of his whole career, Lando would swear he doesn’t mean for it to become a routine, the café.
Only, on Monday, Lewis stops technique to compliment Max’s extensions during centre adage – Max’s – and then directs his stupid, stuck-up, closed-lipped grin at Lando when he fucks up the timing of the same combination during his group’s rotation at it. And Lando can’t sit around the lobby avoiding everybody’s eyes after, feels like he’ll suffocate if he does, so he wraps his scarf around his neck another time and trudges the same four doors down, shoulders through the same door.
“Morning!” Oscar calls from behind the counter.
(Alternatively: Lando is a ballet dancer in timeout. Oscar works in a coffee shop. This is a Hallmark Christmas movie.)
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24 Dec 2024
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“You’re not being very sympathetic,” Lando replies. “My roommate is a serial killer!”
Charles says, unhelpfully, “five months ago you walked into his apartment with no identification, no luggage, and the request for him not to look your name up on the internet, and he let you live with him without even asking if you served in the war. And we are surprised he is a lunatic?”
Or: Oscar kills people. Lando is legally dead. Someone wants to restart the war.
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- Part 1 of Into the Daoliverse or Something Idk
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18 Apr 2024
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MaxF: Mate i think danny ric has a crush on u
MaxF: u better not me cheating on me w him lol
Lando frowns just as Jon tells him to turn over so he can do a quad stretch. He takes his phone in both his hands and holds it over his face, squinting against the too-bright light of both his screen and the white LED that fills his driver’s room.
LN: Watr u on about mate
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10 Apr 2024
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Vegas vignettes. Small, mundane moments leading up to the end.
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04 Sep 2023
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Margherita è un sogno.
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- Part 9 of Una Storia Importante
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17 Jan 2023
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Spadino pensa che potrebbe fargli di tutto, se volesse. Puntargli una lama alla gola, sbatterlo contro un muro, fargli male, strappargli la pelle e guardare cosa c’è sotto. Pensa che farebbe tutto, se Aureliano chiedesse. Si ammazzerebbe e si farebbe ammazzare, la testa piena di piombo e la bocca sul cemento, camminerebbe lungo l’inferno per lui tenendo nelle mani tutti i pezzi, gli aprirebbe il petto e troverebbe qualcosa per riempire la nicchia del suo cuore, qualunque cosa per non vederlo così vuoto. Lo bacerebbe, una volta soltanto, se potesse, se lui volesse.
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10 Jan 2023
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shelter my eyes from the sun (and wait for the birds to fly by) by lizzybizzyzzz
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Aug 2022
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There’s always been a lingering precedent- Buck was born to save, born to die trying to at the very least. Buck couldn’t save Daniel, could barely save Chris, dragged Eddie across hot pavement under a burning fire truck, couldn't save his sister or his parents from the lifelong heartbreak of losing a child.
Buck was born to save. He’s just not too good at much else.
(or, an evan buckley character study)
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04 Jan 2023
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Ti ricordi i giorni chiari dell'estate, quando parlavamo fra le passeggiate?
Stammi più vicino ora che ho paura, perché in questa fretta tutto si consuma.
Mai non ti vorrei veder cambiare mai, perché siamo due destini che si uniscono, stretti in un istante solo, che segnano un percorso profondissimo dentro di loro.Series
- Part 3 of Una Storia Importante
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21 Jul 2022
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Averti vicino ancora (tanto per riposare) by CamilleDuDemon
Fandoms: Festival di Sanremo RPF, Music RPF, Eurovision Song Contest RPF
17 May 2022
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Durante la prima notte all'Eurovision, Alessandro e Riccardo trovano il coraggio per dirsi tutto quello che di giorno non si dicono, mentre, distrutti e stressati, si osservano vicendevolmente dormire.
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- Part 1 of Casa Blahmood: the ESCverse
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17 May 2022
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Alessandro si permette un secondo di raccoglimento interiore per provare, almeno in parte, a processare le implicazioni di un gesto tanto apparentemente insignificante come comprare al volo una moka, un pacco di Lavazza qualità rossa, due tazzine e due cucchiaini. E due bicchieri. Due di tutto, soltanto per loro. Due.
Potrebbe non significare un cazzo. Oppure, al contempo, significare qualcosa di talmente grosso che Alessandro potrebbe congelarsi nell’esatta posizione in cui si trova e non muoversi mai più. Analizzare meticolosamente ogni singolo gesto, ogni situazione, non l’ha mai aiutato, né nelle relazioni, né nella vita in generale. Eppure non riesce a fare a meno di farlo, perché da bravo stronzo che all’alba dei trent’anni ha visto più crisi che tempi di cuccagna, è intrinsecamente atterrito da…beh. Tutto, bene o male. Ma due di tutto significherà pur qualcosa, no? Grandi sentimenti. L’amore “quello che dura”.
Cazzo.La fine del mondo, per Alessandro Mahmoud, inizia il giorno in cui Riccardo decide di dargli una copia delle chiavi del suo nuovo appartamento.
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- Part 3 of Casa Blahmood
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05 Mar 2022
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22 Jan 2022
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Michaela asks everyone what their plans are for the holidays, and that's when it really hits them: not many of them have loving families to go back to for Christmas. The plane tickets to Michigan that Connor bought for Oliver are going to go to waste, except this is Asher's first Christmas alone and he's not handling it well - so Connor invites Asher instead.
What happens when Connor brings home a different boy for Christmas?
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[current up through episode 3x09 including references to who was under the sheet. spoilers abound]
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17 Jan 2022
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She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.
God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?
or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.
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23 Dec 2021
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he wants to disappear. he wants to drown, or something. both.
it’s wednesday, and he claws at his skin and laughs and then cries and everything in between; and he feels like he's a kaleidoscope that’s gonna shatter into a billion different pieces of a billion different parts of him until there isn’t anything left of him at all.
he doesn’t sleep that night, either.
(or: how oikawa's week goes.)
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11 Oct 2021
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The fates probably just decided to throw them together. It shouldn't mix right. Ice hockey is loud, all over the place. Ballet is neat and graceful. But it just did.
Hajime doesn't know what he did to have Tooru fall into his life, but Tooru did anyway. He had to thank the stars.
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09 Aug 2021
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Durante il percorso della Nazionale Italiana ad Euro2020, Matteo Pessina si ritrova a dover reagire non solo a ciò che accade sul campo ma anche e soprattutto al suo rapporto con il compagno ed amico Manuel Locatelli.
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17 Jul 2021
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La guerra è finita, tutto dovrebbe essere tornato alla normalità. Ma per Draco, tornare a come le cose erano prima non è una possibilità.
Non riesce a parlare, e quando gli viene consigliato di allontanarsi dai luoghi che riportano a galla l'origine del suo dolore, Draco decide di tornare ad Hogwarts per l'ultimo anno. Qui troverà un aiuto che non avrebbe immaginato di volere, da persone che non si sarebbe aspettato di considerare amiche.•••
"Ogni sera, senza alcuna eccezione, Potter si infila sotto le coperte con Draco. Lo fa senza chiedere, come se fosse la cosa più naturale ed ovvia del mondo, ma ogni sera, il momento subito prima di alzare il lenzuolo, quando Potter cerca il suo sguardo e lo guarda con gli occhiali in mano, è come se chiedesse il permesso. Ed ogni volta, quando Draco ricambia il suo sguardo e poi si infila sotto le coperte ma resta spostato verso sinistra del materasso, è come se glielo concedesse."
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04 Dec 2020