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  1. Rec 18

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    He tells you that you should be scared of him. You disagree.

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    19 Dec 2025

  2. Rec *

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    Exactly what it says in the title. Mostly art. Some oneshots. Voice edits.

    Mind the tags in the beginning notes.

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    17 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 3

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    "This isn't a social visit. I'm abusing my power over you for sexual ends."

    Light loses but doesn't die. Near decides to have his child.

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    15 Dec 2025

  4. Rec *

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    The only thing that makes life bearable for Light is the Kpop idol Beyond Birthday. His world has shrunk to the little glowing window of his phone, where he spends his days watching Beyond’s videos, re-reading his words, and defending him online from the legions of people who don’t understand that he’s the most important person on Earth. Perhaps his closest remaining relationship is with his online nemesis, L, who loves Beyond too, but loves him all wrong. When L spontaneously shows up at his cupsleeve event, he finds his world begin to widen.

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    L and Light are the most toxic Kpop fans in the universe.

    “You have to promise to take care of yourself.” Light knows these words like a prayer, and he repeats them in the rhythm of Beyond’s voice, lilting, falling into itself. “The world is a difficult place, but you have to promise that no matter how hard it gets you’ll think of me and stay. You have to survive at all costs."

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    14 Dec 2025

  5. Rec 5

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    For the fifth day in a row, Mello gets back to his dorm just before midnight. His mind and body are an ugly smear of artificial energy and authentic exhaustion, the caffeine he’s consumed still coursing through his bloodstream even as his limbs threaten to give out. He hasn’t slept well in at least two weeks, but the semester is almost done— his last set of final exams is tomorrow.

    So is his birthday, actually, but that matters less.

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    13 Dec 2025

  6. Rec 3

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    After months of working the night shift at an isolated gas station, Matt has an encounter with an elusive customer who intrigues him.

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    13 Dec 2025

  7. Rec 19

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    “What’s happening?” Near asks.

    “I’m not sure,” Mello says. “I think we might’ve been kidnapped.”

    Near makes a soft sound of disapproval. Mello bristles at this, because it sounds like Near is mad at him over their abduction, even though it’s obviously not Mello’s fault. Shutting his eyes for a moment, he reminds himself that Near is probably feeling super-scared and vulnerable, and that, considering the situation, he may not be thinking through the potential implications of the sounds he’s making. He probably didn’t mean for it to seem accusatory.

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    A dire situation tests Mello and Near’s ability to work together, bringing out the good, the bad, and the intensely sexual.

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    12 Dec 2025

  8. Rec 6

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    "I can't," Near mumbles. She had wanted so badly to prove she could do this, but Near knows her limits.

    "Huh?"

    "I can't."

    Matt hesitates, puckering his lips as he takes a moment to process what she means. His eyes don't leave the screen as he continues clicking buttons on his controller.

    "You can."

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    12 Dec 2025

  9. Rec 7

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    The tile floor of the bathroom is freezing through the wool of her socks as Mello squeezes toothpaste onto the bristles of her brush. She always forgets how goddamn cold this place gets during the winter— old building, bad insulation. Shitty furnace, too. There are goosebumps all up and down her limbs. A tank and a pair of sweatpants might not have been the best thing to sleep in.

    Then again, not all the goosebumps are from the chill, and her choice of attire is hardly the stupidest mistake she made last night.

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    11 Dec 2025

  10. Rec 13

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    She kept flirting with Near. Kept showing her the songs she was working on, sitting close to her on the couch to play her new melodies and try out her latest lyrics. Kept checking Near out in ways she knew weren’t subtle. It was little more than idle entertainment, initially— Near’s enthusiasm was endearing and encouraging, and it seemed sometimes like she might have a little crush on Mello— but it steadily developed into more.

    And then Mello started pushing her luck. Putting her arm around Near’s thin little shoulders, leaning in to tease her gently. Doing Near’s eyeliner after she complimented Mello’s. Giving Near rides on the back of her motorcycle and stealing candy for her from gas stations. Thinking about Near when she wasn’t around, often, and not at all innocently. Before she realized it, Mello had stopped trying to pick up other girls altogether, even at the gigs Near didn’t go to. She just didn’t want them.

    All she wanted was Matt’s girlfriend.

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    for dnkinktober day 2: voice kink

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    11 Dec 2025

  11. Rec 3

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    Matt's never been good at following the rules.

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    11 Dec 2025

  12. Rec 11

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    Back when they were at Wammy’s, the extent of Matt’s teasing included pestering him while he did homework, licking his neck and trying to bribe him with the promise of softness, something Mello would only accept in the comfort of their shared room—something he had only been able to find in Matt’s arms.

    Now, at the ripe age of 19, Matt’s idea of teasing had taken a change for the worse and it included a lot more shirtless strutting (but an equal amount of pestering and neck licking).

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    Matt likes to walk around the base shirtless and Mello's goons can't keep it in their pants.

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    10 Dec 2025

  13. Rec 14

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    Mello is a very proud person - too proud. Matt takes great joy in breaking Mello down.

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    10 Dec 2025

  14. Rec 9

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    Near’s laptop sits open on the desk before him, a PDF of his multivariate calculus textbook taking up the majority of the screen. Five minutes ago he was still pretending to make an actual effort to study, but now his eyes fix themselves unwaveringly on the little digital clock in the corner. One of the pixels there is dead.

    It is 2:58 PM. Mello’s last class ends at 3:00. It usually takes him only ten or so minutes to make his way back to their shared room; the language building is relatively close to their dormitory.

    Still, it’s too early for Near to begin their routine. He has to time things carefully.

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    a Near POV companion ficlet for come together

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    10 Dec 2025

  15. Rec 3

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    Misa is pregnant, and she's ready to be the perfect wife and mother. Except... there's one small problem.
    The baby isn't Light's.
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    For Death Note Kinktober Day 22: Pregnant

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    10 Dec 2025

  16. Rec 4

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    Mello has been dead for years – or so Near thought; he finds out he was wrong when Mello breaks into his quarters with unclear motives and a (sharp?) knife.

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    10 Dec 2025

  17. Rec 4

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    Near settled in, facing the wall made up of one giant screen. It was already open to LiveJournal, and in a few quick keystrokes she found herself back at the Transformers Kinkmeme, her favorite page for times like these.

    Title: O my Lady
    Fandom: Transformers: Beast Wars
    Author: GJ_Fipp
    Rating: NC-17
    Summary: Blackarachnia and Silverbolt play a game.
    Warnings: Bondage, poisonplay
    Author’s notes: Written for my friend Dave!

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    In which Near jerks off to transformers smut. Death Note Kinktober Day 7: Erotica

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    10 Dec 2025

  18. Rec 14

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    She wishes very much that Light was here, guiding her, or L, even — she doesn’t know anything about this kind of thing, not really, beyond her own personal research (which was thorough, but prior to a month or two ago purely theoretical). But she had asked if Light could come with her, when Light gave her this assignment, and Light had smiled, calm and benevolent, and said absolutely not.

    Either way, Teru is currently standing here, by herself, on her day off, in an extremely kinky sex shop in Roppongi. It is dark and there is music and colored lighting. She is profoundly uncomfortable and she is on a mission.

    Death Note Kinktober 2023, day 1: toys.

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    10 Dec 2025

  19. Rec 1

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    Kinktober Day 4: Praise Kink

    An insight into Teru Mikami's evening routine.

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    10 Dec 2025

  20. Rec 10

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    Kinktober Day 19: Power Imbalance

    Mikami must prove his devotion to Light.

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    10 Dec 2025

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