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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Taerae goes to university in a new city. For the first time, he’s starting to heal.

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  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    By the end of their call, Hanbin can tell that Taerae is half asleep from the stilted way he answers Hanbin’s questions. Hanbin bets he looks soft right now— probably in a hoodie, his glasses on, his hair curled at the edges, half dried from the shower Hanbin knows he took before he called. It pulls on something sharp and unpleasant inside of him to think that Taerae might get comfortable showing that side of him to someone else.

    “Do you miss me?” He asks.

    "Yes,” Taerae replies. "Of course I do."

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    this is crazy good

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    He knows the way Taerae’s body works, all the things he likes, every little trick to slowly turn Taerae on. It would be easy enough for Taerae to wriggle out of the blanket or slap Hanbin’s hand away; but he can’t find the will to turn down Hanbin’s touch– and Hanbin knows it too.

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  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    Taerae became Hanbin's anchor so quickly when he first came to the company. Close in age, close in height, and so quickly close and closer in the way they relied on each other. Taerae was self-assured in the way the rest of their team often wasn't, still aren't. Hanbin can push him and push him and push until they are both breaking and gasping for breath and sweat dripping off their faces like tears and Taerae will keep going if Hanbin tells him to, long after the others have given up.

    Despite how much Hanbin wants it, how he strives and toils to become as perfect as possible, how he knows he shines brighter than anyone else when he is on the stage, how he's already tasted bitter defeat once and swore to himself he never would again, it's still not enough. He tries and tries and he can't reach those pretty chairs he wants so badly, right where Taerae sits.

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  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Woongki looks down at the napkin, at the eight names arranged in the four corners and edges of the square, at the overlapping lines and arrows. “So, where are you?” He asks, absently drawing a heart through the condensation left on his glass. “Where do you belong in this?”

    Taerae blinks, not really expecting the question, but the answer comes to him soon enough. “Here.” He takes another napkin and scrawls his name across; KIM TAERAE. “That’s where I belong.”

    He makes sure to put that napkin at the other end of the table, far away from the one with his members. Woongki blinks down at the table and then snorts, shaking his head.

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    my favourite fic this is so good

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    Taerae isn't a girl, but he wonders what it would be like to be Hanbin's girlfriend, sometimes, to be able to stare at the gentle curve of his cupid's bow without judgement, to be able to swipe cherry gloss over his lips in the morning and let Hanbin kiss it right off him at night, to be able to dream and wish and fantasise.

    They don't talk about it.

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  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    Hanbin knows what he wants: He wants to kiss Taerae, and hold his hand, and make him blush until his ears burn hotter than the sun. He wants to see Taerae everyday, he wants to tell him about everything and listen to his thoughts on everything no matter how mild or inconsequential they might be. He wants lay his head on Taerae's chest and feel his laugh reverberate into his brain. He wants to go to sleep wrapped around Taerae and wake up with his bedhead tickling his nose.

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  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    This is the part where they’d kiss, right? If they were anything but friends, they’d probably be kissing right now.

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  13. Public Bookmark 61

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    Taerae would do anything Hanbin tells him to; he knows that much. Taerae bargains with himself, feeling like he’s making a deal with the devil. It’s okay if he just does what Hanbin tells him to do, what Hanbin wants him to do. That’s different, that’s just being a good friend, a good teammate.

    Hanbin leans forward a little and says, “Put your hand on your thigh.”

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  14. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Stop thinking so hard,” Hanbin says. He starts the tentative process of unwrapping Taerae, pushing up his shirt and revealing the wiry, clenching muscles of his stomach.

    Taerae whines, either in protest or because he’s lost his dignity entirely. Hanbin doesn’t care—if Taerae wants him to stop for real he can tell him. No, actually, he has to tell him. Has to get better at saying what he wants and what he doesn’t.

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  15. Public Bookmark 69

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    Calling: ZB1 Kim Taerae

    Oh. Wow.

    Hanbin isn’t sure if it’s a mistake or not, so he waits for a second to see if his screen will go dark again.

    It doesn’t. His phone buzzes between sweaty fingers, insistent.

    Hanbin picks up, something swooping in his gut. “Hello?” Taerae never calls him. They text, sure, but Hanbin mostly gets Taerae updates through the other trainees. It feels weird, texting him. Calling him is even weirder.

    There’s a few seconds where all Hanbin can hear is loud background noises. It sounds like Taerae is in a crowded restaurant or something. There’s a breath, hushed, and then Taerae says, “Hi, can’y’hear me?”

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  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    Taerae glances over at him and then quickly looks away. A little smile brews on his face. “Eyes on the road,” he teases.

    “I’m not driving,” Hanbin reminds him. Obviously.

    “Still.” Taerae’s ear reddens. His face goes pursed, tight. “Don’t distract me.”

    “I won’t.” He might.

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  17. Public Bookmark 31

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    “What were you doing when I texted you?”

    Dizzy, Jeonghyeon responds, “We were. We were just kissing.”

    Hanbin shifts under him, just a little. Just a little. “Where were your hands?”

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