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    unrelated fics inspired by random songs

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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    The funeral was small. Close friends and family only. With the war going on, it was dangerous to have too many people attend in such a small setting— “an easy target” as Moody reminded everyone diligently. Remus sat with his hands folded in his lap next to Sirius, who was sitting very still and staring at the floor with a numb expression on his face. He had already broken down earlier that morning in their flat as the two of them were getting ready, and Remus had held him for several long moments trying to keep him together. Now, Sirius seemed determined not to show any emotion. It was for James’ sake, Remus was sure. Sirius wanted to be strong for his brother as they buried Euphemia and Fleamont. As they buried their parents.

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    or, the aftermath of losing Euphemia and Fleamont Potter proves to be unbearable

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    09 Dec 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    They move and stumble, try to dance, but often bump into each other or the ones around them. She yells something into his ear and Sirius is sure he didn't hear her, but for whatever reason it’s hilarious and he cackles loudly, throwing his head back. It could be hours or minutes since they’ve made their way onto the dance floor, Sirius wouldn’t know. It could be morning or night, tomorrow or yesterday. Nothing is certain.

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    09 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    Sirius Black was no stranger to loneliness, he thinks at some point he embraced it. It was an old friend from the days of his childhood. But it had been a long time since he’d felt truly alone. The familiar embrace of loneliness had felt almost foreign at first, but as the days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months...

    Sirius Black and loneliness had become a pair once again.

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    17 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    “You don’t remember the nice parts?” he manages to say after a while of spiraling.

    Sirius drops his hands and looks at him. “No. Everything’s—jumbled up in my head. I know there were nice parts somewhere in between because it’s like there are holes in the bad ones.” He laughs, completely dry. “Guess it was never just good, was it? There was always something bad happening and that’s all I can remember, but it makes me remember that there was something good. I just… don’t remember what it was.”

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    In Azkaban, the Dementors took all of Sirius's happy memories, leaving him with only the bad ones. Remus tries to help by telling him about their life at Hogwarts.

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    17 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Sirius Black decided to commit suicide on a sunny day while sitting at Fortescues', drinking his cappuccino and greeting the crowd of friendly people passing him by.

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    01 Oct 2024