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    Chu Wanning got preggo and here's what happened in the 9 months he's expecting. Mpreg fic with some of my own A/B/O spin

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    16 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    “I’ve always wanted you, Shizun,” he murmurs, voice muffled by the arch of Chu Wanning’s throat. He glances up at him through dark lashes to watch him tip his head back into the cushions, fingers digging into the flesh of his back, pulling him forward, deeper. “This venerable one’s entire life has revolved around you, Shizun, do you know? I would chase you anywhere, Wanning. It would always be you,” he pants. “Always you.”

    Chu Wanning leans his cheek to the side to gaze down at him, mouth parted slightly. There’s a fine flush across the bridge of his nose, hair framing sharp features, surrounded by the crimson fabric of the cushion and the sewn-in beads. “I know,” he manages. “I know.”

    or, a study of taxian-jun, obsession, a lifetime of mistakes, and what it actually means to be lonely and loved.

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    16 Jul 2025

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    “Bathe him and bring him to my chambers,” he had told the maids and eunuchs when they entered the cell. “Burn those clothes.” The ones he wore were threadbare and as filthy as the rest of him. Luo Binghe’s lips curled into a cruel smile. “My wives have plenty to spare, he may borrow some.

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    16 Jul 2025

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    The first disciple who left the mountain fell under the thrust of a thousand swords. The second disciple who left the mountain lost her life in a tragic accident. The third… well.

    Xue Yang didn’t fear death, only missing out on good food and dying a celibate.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    “Beg, Xiao Xingchen. Beg me to save your friend. Give me your life, and I’ll return him his.”

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Xue Yang dies, and Xue Yang wakes up. Xiao Xingchen is alive and smiling at him. He's been given a new lease on life and he won't waste it - but what does that actually mean?

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    13 Jul 2025

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    He doesn’t quite remember the details of his original life anymore. But now, he does his best to conjure up what memories he can and carve a similarly bloody path to Yi City.

    When Xiao Xingchen arrives to bring him to justice, Xue Yang can’t help but stare. Time and death have chipped away at his memories, leaving only fleeting impressions. A smile. A few words, softly murmured. The motion of long, deft fingers patching a threadbare blanket. The man he remembers was graceful and ethereal, otherworldly but kind. The man standing before him, this man made of flesh and bone and blood and breath -- he is the sum of all these things and more.

    “Daozhang,” Xue Yang whispers, lowering his trembling blade.

    Song Lan runs him through with Fuxue on the spot.

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    Xue Yang lives and dies and lives again.

    Across thousands of lifetimes, only one thing remains constant: he wants.

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    13 Jul 2025

  8. Rec 42

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    The deception was too haphazard, too inconsistent - the way Xue Yang held some secrets close, poured others out negligently into Xiao Xingchen's lap.

    Like this:  He never offered so much as a false name, but he spoke openly about his childhood.  The pain of it.  The cruelties done to him.  Intimating, disclosing, grasping for Xiao Xingchen's sympathy.

    Or this:  He might rest his hand atop Xiao Xingchen's as he passed a basket to him, fingers tracing a slow circle along the knuckles.  But only his right hand, never his left.

    One tell hidden, clumsily, behind another.  Almost as if begging to be found out.  Holding the ruse together just enough to prolong the game, to encourage the pursuit.

    And it was strange, Xiao Xingchen thought, how ordinary that felt.  How much like courtship.

    ━━━━━━━━━━

    In which Xiao Xingchen quickly sees through Xue Yang’s deception, and chooses to remain with him anyway.

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    12 Jul 2025

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    An unfortunate accident and a slip in Xue Yang's self control causes Xiao Xingchen to come to a certain realization about his friend.

    Now he has to decide what to do with that.

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    11 Jul 2025

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    Xue Yang runs into an old friend. Jin Guangyao runs into a man he thought was dead. Xiao Xingchen is concerned for his friend's safety. Lan Xichen would like to know what the fuck is going on here, but he's not going to ask.

    Or: the one with the unexpected double-date where every person involved is having a very different experience.

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    10 Jul 2025

  11. Rec 26

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    Chu Wanning entire world narrowed to the weight in his arms and the solid warmth at his back. Their daughter nursed greedily, her tiny brows furrowed in concentration that was so distinctly Mo Ran it made his chest ache. He leaned heavily against his husband, every muscle liquefied by exhaustion, yet still he noted the way Mo Ran's fingers trembled as they traced the baby's cheek with reverent disbelief.

    "You're crying," Chu Wanning observed hoarsely, though the words lacked their usual sharpness.

    Mo Ran's answering smile was watery as he brushed away the moisture tracking through Chu Wanning's hairline. "So are you."

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    10 Jul 2025

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    It all began when Shen Qingqiu brought a baby to the twice-yearly Peak Lord Meeting.

    Or, perhaps it all started nine months before that, when Shen Qingqiu stumbled upon a very special plant.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    The two shadow men dragging Jin Rulan toss him to the floor of the cell and he immediately sits up, spitting and furious and drags the gag from his mouth with his own bound hands.

    “What the fuck do you think you’re doing!? Do you know who I am!? Just you wait till my uncles hear about this!!”

    “Oh I’m sure they’ll be just heart broken.” The man in black steps forward into the doorway of the cell and one of the shadow men steps forward to place a stool behind him so that he can settle, grinning, onto it. “Unfortunately if you want them to find out anything you’re going to need a tongue for talking or fingers for writing, and well…” The man flips his knife casually from one hand to the other, “You won’t be leaving here with either one.”

     

    OR the Mo manor arc gets fucked up when Mo Xuanyu and the Lan juniors get abducted and it causes Wei Wuxian's return to go VERY differently.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Xiao Xingchen identifies the wounded stranger he finds from the beginning. Hesitant to kill a prisoner out of hand himself, he makes a deal with Xue Yang to preserve his conscience. Xue Yang senses an opportunity. Neither of them see what's coming.

    A lot can happen in the turn of a season.

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    03 Jul 2025

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    Shen Qingqiu was a self-interested person; the threat of death just made him more so. He leaned forward to press his lips to Yue Qingyuan’s, slow and careful. Yue Qingyuan inhaled sharply, but didn’t jerk away. It was enough. Shen Qingqiu kissed him, trying to memorize how his mouth tasted and the softness of his lips.

    When he pulled back, Shen Qingqiu kept his eyes closed as he pressed their foreheads together. He didn’t want to know how Yue Qingyuan looked right now, whether he was disgusted or simply shocked.

    Shen Qingqiu tucked his head against Yue Qingyuan’s neck as he fisted his hands in his robe. “Save me,” he whispered.

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    27 Jun 2025

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    Wei Wuxian travels to Lanling for his nephew’s one-month celebration alone, without Wen Ning.

    Lan Wangji lives with the consequences.

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    20 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 99

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    Could Mo Ran... be talking to someone? Was he cheating?

    Chu Wanning shook off these dreadful thoughts that made his heart sink and stomach feel unsettled.

    No. Mo Ran would never.

    Right?

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    OR Mo Ran keeps staring at his phone and Chu Wanning's insecurities take over.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    When Taxian-jun replaces Mo-zongshi the change is apparent. He becomes more impulsive and childish, openly eager to please yet quicker to frustration or anger. He loves to taunt and tease Chu Wanning before showing him so much intense affection that Chu Wanning has to bury his face against Taxian-jun’s chest to hide from his devilish grin.
    Chu Wanning’s switches are much more subtle. They’re quiet shifts in moods every few months. He’s still himself. He’s still just Chu Wanning. The only true difference is when the memories of his former life pushes to the forefront of his mind with old habits and fears creeping back into his heart while the memories of his current life fades into the back of his mind half forgotten.

    After it's all over Chu Fei returns.

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    07 Jun 2025

  19. Rec 92

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    Because some mornings, Mo Ran wakes up and Chu Wanning isn't in the bed beside him.

    It's mornings like these where Chu Wanning wakes up hours ahead of usual time and he's flooded with thoughts of how much he hates, hates hates himself for chaining Mo Ran down to him. Chained down by matrimony, chained down by someone who cannot give him what he deserves.

    It hurts.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    Mo Ran had found gold melted into words, discovering his Wanning had blushed over a plain note. He still feels abashed by Mo Ran’s open displays of affection. His silly I love you very much.

    Mo Ran starts leaving little notes around their cottage to remind Chu Wanning how much he loves him. Chu Wanning tries to match him.

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    05 Jun 2025

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