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    "The Fat Beatle." All it took were these three words to reroute John's existing self-loathing to a new, exceptionally catastrophic form. In 1965, John rapidly plunges into his first bulimic spiral, which Paul discovers and tries to end. Things fail to turn out as he hopes, until John has a second near-death experience in 1980, a decade after they last spoke to each other. The two are pushed back together- and Paul is determined to use the circumstances to help John defeat his past demons for good.

    (In more concrete terms, John survives the 1980 shooting. However, since his separation with Paul, he has relapsed with his ED, and addiction problems. Much of the story is devoted to exploring the initial development of his ED, which in real life, seems to have peaked during the Beatles years. Also, there's a lot of absolutely saccharine moments of comfort from Paul, because I so wish John had received the love and support he desperately needed at the time)

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    12 Apr 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    This is the continuation of that scene from Chapter 7 (the first movie timeline). Sick Boy pushes boundaries, Renton resists — until he doesn't. Physical desire overrides emotional detachment; nobody wins.

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    Sick Boy lifts his head. With his hair tousled, cheeks wet, lips glistening with saliva and precum, he looks absolutely ethereal.

    "Eager noo, are we?" Sick Boy draws back, peeling off his shirt and arching his back in a slow stretch. He casually grabs the lube and drops it on the mattress next to them, and then his eyes lock on Renton hungrily. "Oan aw fours," he commands.

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    02 Mar 2025