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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Kim Namjoon knows two sides of Kim Seokjin: the one in the limelight and the one in his bed.

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    17 Apr 2023

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Actor Kim Seokjin’s love life has always been the subject of wild rumours but he has never been caught in a scandal. Behind closed doors, however, he is going through a rough breakup. Namjoon, as the Head of Close Protection, does not expect to pick up the pieces, yet here he is: standing at Seokjin’s door at two in the morning, about to make the biggest mistake of his life.

    Seokjin took the phone and looked in amazement at a 28-second fancam set to a sultry, moany song that featured slow-mo footage of Namjoon escorting him in and out of cars and buildings, of Namjoon holding umbrellas for him, of Namjoon shoving people out of the way at an airport (Seokjin remembered that chaotic day). With piercing and sharp dragon eyes, Namjoon sent glares at crowds and photographers like he was two steps from murder at any given moment, but then Namjoon would turn to escort Seokjin with the gentlest of touches. The video caption said, eloquently, ‘hottest bodyguard in all of Korea’.

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    10 Apr 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh wow..

  3. Public Bookmark 64

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    Have you ever regretted throwing away something good in your life in pursuit of something better?

    Seokjin has.

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    14 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what if i go absolutely feral

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    is their relationship really perfect, or is it just the calm before the storm?

    prequel to stark white when we break

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    14 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i have. no words

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    “If you could only be one thing for the rest of your life, what would you be?”

    “Yours.”

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    14 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my non existent therapist knows your name kkyulmin.

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Seokjin and Namjoon’s relationship through Yoongi’s eyes.

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    14 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what. the actual fuck how am i supposed to keep living?

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    Seokjin had pictured it before, how his return would play out. All his friends reacting in their own, unique ways to show him that they missed him during the two years he was gone. He'd pictured all of them, except Namjoon. With Namjoon he had no idea what to expect.

    Seokjin had come up with at least a dozen different scenarios, ranging from a crushing hug to Namjoon simply not showing up. At this point Seokjin was sure he was prepared for whatever would ultimately occur.

    He has been wrong before.

    None of these fantasies could’ve ever prepared him for what would ultimately become reality.

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    14 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i <3 being hurt

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    the way to love isn't a straight line.

    namjoon's pov of dirty dishes

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    02 Mar 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    watch me jump off a fucking bridge

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    "Did you know Namjoon still lives in our hometown?" Yoongi is babbling now, unaware that Seokjin hasn't said a thing in several minutes. "I totally stalked his instagram. He still has those killer dimples but he is so hot now hyung, he's got those muscles and his legs are so sexy..."

    "I had no idea you were still into him," Seokjin says when he finally finds his voice again.

    "Well I'm single and he's hot. It's not like I've had anyone else to crush on in all those years, so..." Ouch. "I'm not not into him, I guess? Back then I never had the courage to confess but now that we're adults I think maybe it's time to make a move, I guess? If he says no, well..." He drawls like the idea of Namjoon rejecting him doesn't hurt, but Seokjin knows him. He can hear the hint of insecurity in his voice. Yoongi clears his throat. "Which is why I thought... You could offer to help him organise the party, hyung. That way you can tell him how sexy and popular and cool I have gotten. And also discover if he's into men. Better maximise my chances, yeah?"

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    17 Feb 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sigh..

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Seokjin looks awfully cuddly.

     

    He's sitting opposite to Namjoon, wearing that awfully soft looking blue velvet matching tracksuit, rubbing sleep out of his eyes with too-small-to-be-honest closed fists. He looks soft, and small, and like touching him wouldn't make Namjoon's skin itch.

    The discussion around him goes on but Namjoon entertains in that idea, wrapping himself around Seokjin, making himself small in his arms but large enough to swallow him whole, legs wrapped tight around his legs, arms wrapped tighter around his chest. To test out if there's a secret part of Seokjin that doesn't make his fingers tingle, what he could bear and what he couldn't, if there is something he couldn't bear with him.

    It's a sweet kind of secret, the difference between Seokjin and all the others; between those who can't touch and the one he can't let himself be touched by, for fear of never wanting it to stop.

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    17 Feb 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    crying crying so hard oh god

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    His heart hasn’t calmed down by the time Namjoon starts walking over to him, and Seokjin doesn’t have time to throw Yoongi in front of him as a human shield when Namjoon approaches him, and wraps Seokjin up in a giant bear hug.

    Fuck .

    Was Namjoon always this tall? Not that Seokjin ever replays the moment in his head, but the last time he hugged Namjoon - a final goodbye at the airport before Namjoon left for college - he swears that he had the advantage and was able to look down at Namjoon. Now, Namjoon’s cheek rests just against Seokjin’s, breath hitting Seokjin’s bright, red ears.

    “It’s been awhile,” Namjoon says quietly, and all Seokjin can do is nod, lost for words. 

    Four years have passed since the last time Seokjin saw Namjoon, and while he's grown out of a lot of things, they way Namjoon makes Seokjin's heart race hasn't changed. 

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    16 Feb 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im about to jump

  12. Public Bookmark 22

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    "Seokjin had the power of the creation of stars, of the spinning of the moon, and of the pure balance of so many planets -- but no matter how much he gave, the freezing, vicious, and barren universe would always take.

    It took his Yoongi. And no matter how much he loved his little moon, he would never forgive the endless expanse for that."

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    Yoongi finds himself crashed on the moon. Seokjin, the spirit of the moon, obviously not used to humans, takes care of him. They become something even the universe cannot define.

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    31 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    life ruining and life changing at the same time both in the best way possible

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    As Namjoon stood slightly removed from the scene, bemusedly watching the six-year-olds swarm around his cooler (which he had borrowed from his mom), he didn’t even notice that someone had sidled up next to him until he heard the tiny, but undoubtedly exasperated, huff.

    He followed the sound, turning his head to the right. A guy was standing there, arms crossed, lips pursed. He let out another huff, louder this time, but only slightly.

    Namjoon refused to acknowledge him. What the fuck was this guy’s deal? Was he really that bitter that his six-year-old just lost a soccer game for six-year-olds?

    One more huff from the guy.

    He was beginning to think this guy’s lips were just perpetually pursed and would simply never, ever unpurse themselves, when he, the guy, finally unpursed his lips to speak.

    “I just think it’s pretty irresponsible to bring Gatorade to a soccer game for first graders,” he said, huffily, “No offense.”

    (or: namjin are soccer dads who fall in luv)

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    03 Jan 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was .. So so lovely.. D:

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    on namjoon's instagram, seokjin sees everything he wishes he could have.

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    24 Dec 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    jesus christ .

  15. Public Bookmark 83

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    “So,” Seokjin said conversationally, shifting his glass from one hand to another as he leaned against the bar to face Namjoon more comfortably. “Tell me why you’re so blue at such a lovely wedding.”

    Namjoon smiled sadly at the glass in his hand. It took him a few seconds to summon the words. “I’m in love with the groom.”

    “Oh.” Seokjin took a long sip. “Well, that certainly is a good reason to be blue.”

    (namjin/onesided namseok wedding au)

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    16 Oct 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh.. oh wow…

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    11 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WWHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYY T_____T

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    “Sometimes I think nobody will ever love me for the real me? I think Hyeon-u thought he loved me. But as things unravelled..” Namjoon trails off. He continues, “but I’m trying to learn how to fall in love with myself instead. That way, my self-love is the only one that matters.” Despite the sadness tracing his features, Namjoon smiles, his dimples appearing.

    Seokjin feels a crack go through his heart. He should confess. He should say something. Like I love you, Namjoon. For all your good and bad sides. You are worthy of love. Let me love you. His throat closes up and his lips glue together.

     
    or: Seokjin has been in love with Namjoon for a long time and when Namjoon suddenly breaks up with his boyfriend, Seokjin is left staggering.

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    10 Jul 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my heart Hurts so bad

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    Namjoon grins. ”You know, we’re like partners in crime.”

    “Namjoon, we’re fucking superheroes . There’s no partners, and there’s definitely no crime.”

    Namjoon hums, and grabs Seokjin’s hand. “I suppose you’re right,” he says, pulling Seokjin’s hand close to him and pressing a kiss to his palm. “We’re much more like boyfriends.”

    Seokjin groans. “ Absolutely not .”

    Superheroes always have a plan, and it's not Seokjin's fault his keep failing. Really, he's pretty sure it's all Namjoon's fault; there was never room for another superhero in the city (and definitely never room for another superhero in Seokjin's heart).

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    22 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    bro

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    Jin has ten very important rules that he likes to follow when he dares to date anyone. These are very strict rules that he swears to, and if he doesn’t abide by them, he’s sure a relationship won’t last. He doesn’t have time for a relationship that doesn’t go anywhere especially since his top priority is and will always be Jungkook.

    But when he meets a new coworker and ends up breaking all ten rules he set for himself in just one drunken night, he finds himself realizing that rules - more often than not - are meant to be broken.

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    21 Apr 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WTF IM SO SAD THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

  20. Public Bookmark 96

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    It’s not always easy being Seokjin’s friend. Or a little more.

    It’s not easy for Namjoon; not when Seokjin encompasses all of his dreams, hopes, and fears. Not when his heart is all he’s been looking for, his body the only answer he ever needs.

    It’s hard, being his friend. But maybe, Namjoon always thinks, if he can get a little more, he’ll hang on a little longer.

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    21 Apr 2021

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