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His body is repossessed by everything personal, by everything unhappy, and everything despairing and regretful. Everything sorrowful. Everything starved. He’s the loneliest he’s ever been, and it possesses him so strongly that Felix sees himself for the first time in years.
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All this time he has gotten used to being alone. But now that he’s here staring at Hyunjin, who’s telling him he doesn’t want Felix to be alone, it doesn’t feel right anymore.
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22 Sep 2025
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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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11 Dec 2024