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don't have to guess (the color of your underwear) by afterphantoms
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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“I showed you mine,” Ilya teased. “It is only fair you show me yours.”
Shane prickled. “What, this is payback then?”
“What? No?” Ilya frowned at that. “No, that is not – is supposed to be positive. Like,” he paused, expression softening. “When someone gives you a gift, and then you maybe give them something, do them a favor?”
Shane’s face felt hot. “Reciprocating,” he provided.
“Reciprocating,” Ilya repeated, smiling. He pushed the panties against Shane’s chest insistently.
“Ilya--" Shane started.
“Mm, love hearing you say my name, sweetheart,” Ilya purred. Forget his face – Shane’s whole body was hot. Ilya knew the effect the pet name had on Shane and was blatantly abusing this knowledge. Ilya leaned in closer. The motion crowded Shane against the door once again, pinning him further. He whimpered. “Think I want to hear you screaming it,” Ilya whispered in Shane’s ear as his hand moved from Shane’s jaw to hook into the waist of his jeans, yanking their hips together.---
Ilya puts Shane in lace panties and screws him six ways to Sunday (the panties stay on). (PWP - in progress)
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- Part 3 of hollanov in panties
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03 Mar 2026
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Ilya celebrates a win against the Metros with his team, but his mind is already at Shane's apartment for his prize. He can't ignore his fans though, even though he can sense something is off.
He wishes he had gone straight to Shane's apartment instead.
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- Part 1 of Your Touch (Heated Rivalry)
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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24 Feb 2026
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C'est Toi by OrchidScript
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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“You are still you, yes?” Ilya repeated. “You are still slow hockey player with pretty freckles, yes?” It was a weak attempt at a joke, so Ilya shook it away and tried again. “You are still Shane, same person, same brain, yes?”
Shane blinked up at him, thinking. Then, nodding slowly. “Mostly. Yeah. I don’t know about a name or anything yet, but—. Yeah. I’m still me.”
“Then it does not matter.”
________A trans Shane Hollander AU
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23 Feb 2026
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“Sometimes, I wish he was a worse person,” Ilya admits one night, while he and Yuna are doing the dishes. Shane and Ilya had come over for chicken parmesan, and it had been a lovely dinner, right up until David, clearing the plates, mentioned that he had met a guy at the store the other day who was a big fan of Shane’s, had a kid who idolized him.
David asked if Shane could sign a piece of merchandise for him, maybe record a video. Shane said yes, because he had a rule, about doing things for child fans. Now, Shane was off shooting a video while Ilya did the dishes, and Ilya already knew the way it would require Shane to drag his public face up from the depths of his stomach, the work it would take him to shed it afterwards, the way it would taint this evening.
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- Part 15 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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23 Feb 2026