my_name_is_ell4



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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

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    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    “I loved him enough to try,” Kip whispered, his voice heavy with immense exhaustion. “But loving someone shouldn’t mean secrecy.”

    Margaret held him tighter, and Kip felt the last remnants of his strength drain away. The struggle between loving Scott and loving himself had worn him out. And now, in his mother’s arms, with the smell of tea beginning to fill the house, he faced the hardest reality of all: sometimes, the bravest love is the one that says goodbye.

    “Well, the advice your grandmother gave me, back when your father and I were on and off…” Margaret said softly, tucking her son’s curls behind his ear. “When two people are meant to find each other, the universe itself puts them in each other’s path by chance. If it’s meant to happen, it will—just pay attention, but don’t wait with expectations.”

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    Five times Scott and Kip can't stay apart from one another, and one time they don't need to. Three years of distance, pining, and chance encounters stretch between the night Kip leaves Scott's apartment and the moment they kiss on the ice in front of the entire world.

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    Rezo kann nicht schlafen. Aber zum Glück ist er da nicht der Einzige. Und was zuerst ein Telefonat aus Langeweile ist, wird auf einmal viel mehr, als sie jemals gedacht hätten.

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