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  1. Public Bookmark 70

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    Photos of Shane and Ilya are posted earlier in their career and everyone is wondering why the two rivals are together after a game. Que the commissioner calling saying that he doesn't care what they're doing but they need to be smart and crush any rumors that could "ruin their careers". Shane, still not comfortable with his sexuality, agrees, and Ilya goes along with it because he cares about Shane and, well Russia.

    The two go on their separate ways not talking outside of chirping on the ice and in interviews. Ilya still transfers to Ottawa because he wants to start new after leaving Russia behind following his father's passing.

    Shane continues to hide himself and is playing hard for Montreal to avoid his problems- to avoid thinking about Ilya. That's until he takes a hit on the ice that changes everything. His career is over and all Shane wants is more time.

    Shane is wallowing in his own pity when Ottawa calls. They want him to help coach the team. The only problem is that's where Ilya Rozanov is and Shane never stopped loving him.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    During the 2014 MHL Awards, Shane and Ilya find themselves hiding out in the bathroom after a six month silence.

    Much to Shane's dismay, Ilya seems he could care less about the hell he put Shane through during those six, painful months.

    The two end up worsening their already strained relationship and Shane does not come to Ilya's penthouse afterwards.

    The chance of reconciliation is cut short when Ilya reads the stomach-dropping headline that The Montreal Metros' Shane Hollander had been in a severe car accident on his way back after the MHL Awards after party.

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    What if Shane stood his ground that fateful night in the Vegas bathroom?

    What if Ilya had to learn that a few of his last words to Shane after six months of silence was "I want you to suck my dick," and not "I love you"?

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    The Hollanov timeline diverges in 2014 with new twists and turns they'll have to navigate if they ever want to be together. (Danger is approaching...)

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are soulmates. They just don’t know it yet.

    For ten years they have been the NHL’s most legendary rivals. They have spent a decade convinced that they are opposites, destined to collide but never to connect. But what if the universe, tired of waiting for them to take the leap, decided to intervene?

    It starts with a shared dream. A blue-lit, empty arena where the noise of the fans and the weight of their reputations finally fall away. In this silent sanctuary, Shane and Ilya are stripped of their armor, and in the soft glow of a world that doesn't exist, they do the impossible: they fall in love.

    But the dream world cannot protect them from the waking one. When a devastating accident on the ice leaves Shane’s career, and his life, hanging by a thread, their romance is thrust into the brutal light of reality. No longer shielded by dreams, they must navigate a world of traumatic recovery and public scandal.

    Shane and Ilya must discover if the bond they forged in the stars can survive the gravity of the real world.

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    The day before his discharge, the door to his room swung open and clicked softly closed. No doubt it would be his mom with more questions for the nurses about his outpatient care or news about the private occupational therapist she hired. Shane wasn’t interested in talking about either, especially to his mom, who had put on an obnoxious mask of false optimism.

    “You like baseball?”

    Shane’s eyes snapped open so fast, the room started spinning in a blur. When his vision focused, Ilya stood at the end of his bed, wearing a beanie and a Boston Bruin sweatshirt. From here, Shane could smell the ugly stink of nicotine. He must have been smoking in the parking lot. The scent was so reassuringly familiar, he forgot to chastise Ilya for it. Lethargically, Shane noticed the creased lines of his forehead and penetrating worry in his blue eyes.

    Body sagging heavily to the right, Shane dragged himself up and rested against his pillows. Moving hurt, as if the strenuous effort it took wasn’t humiliating enough. Reaching for the remote, Shane switched the TV off with a trembling hand. In that moment, he wished Ilya never came.

    “You are shaking.” Rozanov observed acutely.

    “It’s involuntary.” He said.

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    04 Mar 2026