ningphobia
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- The Pitt (TV) (2)
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cassie is not in love.
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It should hurt, but it’s hard to feel at all, nowadays. Sometimes, you forget you’re alive when you aren’t bleeding.
or: trinity santos, and learning to let herself be loved.
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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16 Apr 2026
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the best trinity fic of all time. im serious
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Dr. Emery Walsh has not seen her girlfriend for more than 15 minutes at a time in almost a month. Weeks of awful surgeries, needy med students on rotation, conferences halfway across the country, and brief kisses traded between misaligned shifts. Forgive her if she goes a little insane when finally given the chance.
Or, Emery and Samira miss each other and fuck about it in the back of a car.
Bookmarked by ningphobia
10 Apr 2026
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Samira’s hand touches her shoulder on its way to her hair, finding some free curls to smooth behind her ear. It’s late. They’re tired. Emery’s in love and Samira looks at her like she’s head over heels. When Emery reaches out, her hand finds Samira's thigh solid and real beneath her. She tucks the future somewhere safe.
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Victoria regards the mango sitting on her desk with a bullish curiosity, and without much thought she takes it in her hands and begins to lick it, kittenish licks that gradually grow in their ferocity, in their hunger. She thinks of where Cassie’s lips made indents in the fruit, the smacking sounds, and moves down to suck on a halfway bitten off chunk. She thinks of the teeth marks Cassie left and runs her tongue over them, savoring, cataloguing the phantom shape of her. …She pulls her mouth away and the mango is covered in her spit.
or, Elio fucked a peach. Victoria fucks a mango.
Bookmarked by ningphobia
19 Mar 2026
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“Look, kid-”
“Cassie calls me that,” Victoria blurts out.
Yolanda reels back. She looks almost…sympathetic, pitying. Victoria hates it. “What else does she call you? Sweetheart? Honey? Doll?”
Victoria squeezes her thighs together, tugs at the lapels of her jacket. Her throat is dry as she nods.
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- Part 1 of Garcia & Javadi Canon
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18 Mar 2026
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She doesn't know how to approach it, exactly. Knows what she would do if Jack was a patient, a real one, how she'd talk long enough to get her hands on him for an examination. As it is, she's frozen, isn't even sure how to ask. Can I touch you? You're bleeding and also it's all I think about.
Bookmarked by ningphobia
25 Feb 2026
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The one that she understands most of all, because it's the one he is for her.