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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ben has a nightmare, and while trying to cope with it he finds Jeff struggle with his alcohol abuse and his own self-hatred.

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    19 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Toby was freshly sixteen and had been a proxy for about a year, and Tim had expected those circumstances to mellow his unofficial apprentice out. Proven wrong, he is sent to retrieve the problem child from a smoke sesh out by the lake with Jeff and Ben--bringing him back to his room to babysit him and find a way to get the jittery teen to calm the hell down.

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    16 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    After a series of traumatic experiences, Toby and his stepdad, Tim, venture into the woods of Montana to disappear for a while.

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    or a smutfic where toby learns to cope with confusing thoughts while his dad tries his best to be normal (and fails miserably)

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    14 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    “you have until the end of my smoke break,” tim declares while fishing his lighter out of his jacket pocket. the corners of his mouth perk up, but he schools his expression. “see how far you can run, pup.”

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    jay finally convinces tim to try out a new scene with him. tim ends up liking it more than he thought he would.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Near has Mello under siege, dragging him into a battle of wits, strategy, and stealth, one that has him in a state of constant vigilance, ever-ready for an attack. With his dignity and his ego on the line, Mello throws himself head-first into psychological warfare against his longtime rival, trying any tactic he can to help him turn the tide in his favor. The game is as complex and mind-bending as four-dimensional chess, and Mello has to think twenty moves ahead just to keep up, but he’ll be damned before losing to Near at this.

    In which Near accidentally gaslights Mello into being his boyfriend, and Mello does Olympic-level mental gymnastics in order to read Near’s actions as sinister.

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    20 Mar 2026