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Euijoo never meant to end up hating Wang Nicholas — but from the moment they met, they couldn’t stop clashing. Being teammates means they can’t avoid each other… and maybe, deep down, they don’t really want to.
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26 Aug 2026
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Euijoo is here, just as Nicholas left him, and in the cloud-covered light of early summer, he looks more bronzed than he does golden. There’s no way to tell if he was ever golden at all, or if it was a trick of the light. Something Nicholas unfairly projected onto him.
Nicholas wants to know more. He’s weak to impulse and powerless against obsession. Euijoo sits snugly at the intersection of both.
(OR: Seven years after he ran away, Nicholas is forced to return to his hometown. Despite everything that's changed, he still finds himself inexplicably drawn to Byun Euijoo.)
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09 Aug 2026
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He pulls back to fully look at Euijoo. His lips are bitten red and shining with spit. He stares back at Nicholas, eyes darkened with a hunger Nicholas has never seen before, or at least, not this iteration of it.
Or: Euijoo brings Nicholas to his knees, both literally and figuratively.
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04 Aug 2026
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Nicholas has spent his life keeping people at arm’s length. To him, packs are messy, and alphas are untrustworthy.
Then he meets Euijoo. A friendly, patient, and infuriatingly persistent beta - or so Nicholas assumes.
Against his better judgment, Nicholas lets Euijoo and his pack get closer.
Maybe letting a bit of warmth in past his cold exterior isn't as bad as he thought it would be.
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- Part 4 of Warm On A Cold Night
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04 Aug 2026
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Nicholas looked at him. His eyes were beautiful. Nicholas often said he found his eyes too scary because of their sharpness. But for Euijoo, they were the prettiest. He loved looking at them sparkle whenever Nicholas yapped about basketball or fashion. He loved looking at them whenever he smiled, and his gaze softened. He loved them because they were Nicholas'.
or: Euijoo didn't have a cigarette, and Nicholas was kind enough to give him one and ask for his number, because he was too cute.
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01 Aug 2026
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“You don’t look like the type to be scared of a needle,” Euijoo muses.
Nicholas swallows. Nods. He hops onto the chair, scooting back so he’s not slouching. “It’s not the needle, necessarily. It's the… puncturing?” He squeezes one eye shut after the word leaves his mouth. His charm output is clearly lacking tonight.
Euijoo hums, dropping into a stool. He rolls over to get his tools set up, looking up through his lashes at Nicholas. “The penetration,” he says seriously.
(OR: Euijoo is Nicholas's dream man. Euijoo pierces Nicholas's bellybutton. The rest follows.)
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31 Jul 2026
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Nicholas would be the rude, broody bully and Euijoo would be the sweet, angelic non-confrontational sweetheart, and their friends would laugh and mediate and roll their eyes. The two of them would play their parts when there were eyes around, friends to cater towards. But when the night lingered, when substance and exhaustion caught up to them, Nicholas would feel that familiar, irresistible pull to Euijoo like they were magnets on an open board.
Euijoo put up with all his shit, all the degrading comments, all the nasty sideglances, because he knew what waited for him when the doors closed.
And then, somewhere around the fifth, sixth time, they stopped pretending it was only a matter of coincidence.
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[toxic] Fuckbuddies!Nichojoo au.
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- Part 2 of Limbo
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31 Jul 2026
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Nicholas had to stick to Euijoo’s side like fresh gum, had to dig his elbow into his soft ribs, had to shove his hips against him and fight for the ball.
It was part of the game.
And every time he did it, Nicholas reveled in the annoyed flair of Euijoo’s nostrils, his soft, annoyed grunts, the tense in his muscles. Holding back. Schooling his emotions. Break, Nicholas thought, grabbing a fistful of Euijoo’s shorts and holding it to his hip like a petulant middle schooler. C’mon. His lip curled as Euijoo looked stonily ahead, one singular traitorous vein popping in his neck. Break.
No matter what, Euijoo seemed determined to stay standing.
So naturally, Nicholas kept pushing.
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Toxic!NichoJoo basketball au.
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- Part 1 of Limbo
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31 Jul 2026
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Euijoo’s day takes a nosedive when he finds out he’s stuck photographing Nicholas Wang. The guy who’s equal parts annoying and impossible to ignore. After nearly running into him (and getting an eye roll for his trouble), Euijoo’s already done. But then Nicholas catches him staring by the pool, and suddenly the air between them feels charged with something neither of them wants to admit.
Nicholas, meanwhile, is low-key obsessed with how cozy Euijoo and Taki look on the bleachers.
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31 Jul 2026
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euijoo finds out his best friend has a crush and is upset that all their close friends know except him—and perhaps upset over something else.
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31 Jul 2026
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For some reason, Euijoo liked it a lot, maybe even too much, whenever Nicho got into his possessive mode.
Still, when he was the one who tried dealing with these nasty feelings, Euijoo couldn’t help, but hate himself. Despised every part of his body and soul. Being overly possessive was something that Euijoo wanted to truly avoid.Bookmarked by nxzh
31 Jul 2026
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EJ held the door open for Nicholas, and his heart beat a staccato rhythm against his ribcage, bruises in the shape of EJ’s name staining him black and blue from the inside out. Euijoo, Euijoo, Euijoo.
euijoo and nicholas are phd students. nico has a crush. euijoo is oblivious.
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- Part 1 of epigenesis
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31 Jul 2026
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It always happened the same way; A text, a glance across the bar, a casual hand on the thigh. They were like magnets, orbiting each other until the forces of nature caused them to collide.
It was like it was their destiny to end up together, one of them pushed against a wall, hissing something that sounded like, ‘I hate you,’ but was heard as something entirely different.
It was a toxic cycle, mouths that tasted like the bitterness of liquor, skin that smelled like sweat and smoke. But underneath the protective coating, Nicholas always tasted as sweet as Euijoo remembered.
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31 Jul 2026
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That’s the whole point. Nicholas comes over and fucks Euijoo hard enough for him to cry, cleans him up then leaves. Sometimes, if he’s feeling nice, he sticks around long enough for them to shower and sometimes eat; and once every blue moon, he’ll stay the night if Euijoo asks nicely enough — still, it doesn’t mean anything. They don’t mean anything, therefore Nicholas going on some stupid blind date shouldn’t mean anything, either.
It kind of does, though. To Euijoo, who’s currently bare and itching to reach out to trace the freckles of Nicholas' back, it does.
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31 Jul 2026
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He waits for a nod and blurts out, looking down at his lap: “I want your hands on my neck.”
It takes a few seconds to get it. Euijoo smirks, tilting his head to the side. “Really? And that's it? You just wanted me to choke you and that's why you've been acting so brat?”
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31 Jul 2026
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At sixteen, Nicholas is far too old to be adopted. The most he can hope for is that the foster homes he'll be shuffled between for the next two years aren't completely terrible.
Then he ends up on Fuma and Yudai's doorstep.
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- Part 1 of ease my sunburn
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31 Jul 2026
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Euijoo likes guys who are gentle, thoughtful, maybe a little awkward. Someone whose presence feels like a promise—not a gamble.
Nicholas is a gamble. The kind of guy you only bet on if you’re already losing, already a little drunk, already convincing yourself you’ve got no peace left to protect.
“You think I’m gonna forgive you because you’re good at sucking dick?”
Nicholas grins, pupils blown wide. “I was kinda hoping, yeah."
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31 Jul 2026
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“Now, what were you saying about wanting to have sex?” Euijoo muttered and closed the distance, dropping a hand to Nicholas’ waist before pulling him in. Nicholas’ eyes fluttered shut as the younger man used his other hand to cup his chin and tilt it up, forcing him to make eye contact. “Hm? Tell me, Nichol, I wanna hear it.”
“I…” Nicholas trailed off when Euijoo leaned down to nose at his neck, pressing a small kiss into the warmth of his skin.
When Nicholas didn’t answer, Euijoo pulled back with a click of his tongue, scolding Nicholas in a way that made his jeans tighten. “You were just acting so big and bad, baby. C’mon, tell me what I’ve been doing to neglect you.”
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31 Jul 2026
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Euijoo should’ve run—his chemistry teacher would have his head—but instead, he blurted, "Do you want to sit together at lunch?" The words tumbled out before he could stop them, and his face burned.
Nicholas’ smirk faltered—just for a heartbeat—before settling back into place, sharper than before. “You asking me out, Euijoo?” The way he drawled his name sent a traitorous shiver down Euijoo’s spine.
“N-no!” Euijoo’s voice cracked. He gripped his bag strap tighter, knuckles whitening. “I just—you always sit alone, and—”
“And you feel bad for me?” Nicholas arched a brow, stepping closer. The scent of citrus and smoke curled between them. “Cute.”
Euijoo’s pulse hammered in his throat. This was a mistake. Nicholas was toying with him, the way a cat bats at a trapped moth. He should’ve bolted when he had the chance. But then Nicholas shrugged, tucking the umbrella under his arm. “Fine. But you’re buying me a milk carton.”
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31 Jul 2026
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It was late at night and Euijoo couldn't sleep at all, just lying there with bad insomnia. He got up thinking he'd grab a quick little midnight snack to chill his hunger.
But dude... what was supposed to be a simple bite ended up being such a crazy mess that he finished even hungrier than when he started. Stomach still empty, feeling even more worked up. Basically, the snack didn't fix shit — it just left him wanting more.
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31 Jul 2026