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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Does he see her, when he looks at her? Does she see him? Does anyone see anyone else, if they can barely see themselves?

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  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    When Mike comes back from the restroom, he looks worse than before.

    Gerry waits what feels like a very polite length of time. "What the hell is it, Mike? You're acting like a–"

    Mike jerks up and leans in close, and Gerry goes quiet. Mike spits out a harshly-whispered, "You got a pad?"

    Oh. Gerry blinks, surprised, and oh so aware of the way Mike is watching him for any reaction whatsoever. He's taut like when he thinks he's hearing thunder in the distance, defiant and watchful but entirely taken over by paranoid waiting. Gerry carefully keeps his face and voice neutral and shakes his head once. "Nah," he says, and thank god he tends to run dry for tone these days. "Don't need them, never thought to carry any around before."

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    Pre-canon, slight AU where Mike and Gerry run across each other as teens both chasing after Leitners. Today ends up being a bit of a surprise for both of them.

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    06 Sep 2024

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  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Jon's intellectual curiosity often lands him in hot water.
    Occasionally, and far more pleasantly, it lands him in bed.
    A newly developed desire for exploration makes having two interested and willing boyfriends very useful.

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  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    Jon's feeling some kind of way about recent developments in his transition. Martin is in favor of anything that gives Jon agency over his body. Also, Jon is very cute.

    For a prompt on rusty_kink asking for some gender-affirming titty worship.

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    13 May 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Jon turns to their left, then to their right. Turns back to face their reflection directly, narrows their eyes. Bounces, just a little, on the tips of their toes, ignoring the heat prickling in their cheeks, ignoring his grandmother’s voice warning him of the dangers lurking within his reflection. Says, Hmmm, skeptical, but wondering. Bounces again. Maybe … ?

    They turn back to their left. Looks over their shoulder and slowly rotates their torso, following the line of his chest in the mirror. Is that a faint swelling, there where before he has always been sharp and nearly concave? He rises up onto his heels, bounces. Hesitates a moment before reaching up and cupping their—their pec, with one hand, trying to imagine—is there perhaps a weight there that hasn’t been before? A curve rising to meet their palm? She pushes her palm up, a little higher, cupping the line of her chest, trying to decide if the artificial swell is larger than it was yesterday, or the week before, or the month before.

    In the quiet aftermath, Jon seeks to make their body their own. Martin does what he can to support them.

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    26 Apr 2024

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