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Maybe I'm all messed up, Maybe I'm all messed up in you by behold_me, starrypawz
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
07 Oct 2025
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Camden 2003, Gerard Keay crosses paths with Nemo Ainsley, Avatar of the Lonely, shenanigans ensue: Smut Edition
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Like many tales, it starts like this:
Dream falls in lust with an older man across the pub.Like others, it almost ends like this:
Hob stumbles in to give his first lecture of the semester, shocked to find the man he's already half in love with in the back row.Series
- Part 1 of between the shadow and the soul
- Part 8 of dreamling bingo 2023
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Dream of the Endless creates a new nightmare. He takes the Corinthian to bed to ensure he's fit for purpose.
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Dream doesn’t even last a single day in Hob’s flat without him before he goes snooping.
In his defence, there aren’t many places in the flat Hob hasn’t actively encouraged him to root around in at some point. There had been a weekend where Hob had happily shown Dream every single photo they could find in the house, some of which had left Dream in fits of giggles, some of which had made Dream want to climb him like a tree, a few of which had left Hob with sweet, crystalline tears running down his cheeks for Dream to kiss away.
So, it’s not exactly like Hob’s flat is a den of secrets.
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Hob goes away for a few days. Dream misses him.
They have phone sex about it.Series
- Part 3 of between the shadow and the soul
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if you fuck the void, the void fucks back by behold_me, chaosheadspace for edgedancer77
Fandoms: The Sandman (TV 2022)
18 Apr 2023
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You can’t be top or bottom when there is neither top nor bottom.
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You should've raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son by behold_me, starrypawz
Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
13 Oct 2025
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Various fics about Gerry Keay, welcome to the chaos
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the honk zone by BeatnikFreak, behold_me, chaosheadspace, CourfeyracFredMariusCratchit, notallsandmen (notallmaenads), Quilling, tharkuun, The_KickIt_Domain, Wildshadows
Fandom: The Sandman (Comics), The Sandman (TV 2022)
04 Mar 2024
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Yelena has Alexei for a father, Bucky for a mentor, Ava and Walker for teammates, and Bob for—whatever she needs Bob for.
// Bob having such low self-esteem he manages to pine for Yelena while in a relationship with her, the fic.
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- Part 1 of And boblena
Bookmarked by behold_me
10 Oct 2025
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Bob’s broken pieces don’t need to be fixed for them to fit together, Yelena realises, they already do.
(A series of moments as Yelena and Bob work out some feelings, clinging together in the weeks that follow Thunderbolts. Smut and fluff and light angst.)
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Bookmarked by behold_me
29 Sep 2025
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Learning to Breathe by Sebena
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics)
05 Oct 2025
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“Would you ever do it?”
“Do what?” She responds, lining up her next shot.
“Get married to stay?” Bob clarifies.
The cue scratches the table hard enough to rip the felt lining.
Or the marriage of convenience between Bob and Yelena that no one asked for!
Bookmarked by behold_me
28 Sep 2025
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Sub-Zero Venom by maximumtrash
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Jul 2025
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Threat, threat, threat—
He inhales, and goes still.
He’s beyond cold, like a frozen star, but Yelena wraps her arms at his back and crushes herself to him because he’s still Bob, and she wants him to know that she’s here even if he’s about to tear her throat out.
An Avengers mission to contain the outbreak of a virus on a fleet of cargo ships goes fine.
Until it goes wrong.
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- Part 2 of Boblena Week '25
Bookmarked by behold_me
20 Sep 2025
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Incarnadine by maximumtrash
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Jul 2025
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In which some rare souls are bound together at birth to wear the pain of their soulmate on their skin; wherever an injury appears, mirrored marks show up on their soulmate in hues of red.
Yelena wonders if her soulmate worries about her like she does for them. She has always been very red, but then again, they must be, too.
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- Part 1 of Boblena Week '25
Bookmarked by behold_me
19 Sep 2025