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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Al-Hashimi laughed again, almost mockingly. The mean lilt of it was so far removed from the emotionless, hyper-professional image Santos had built of Al-Hashimi in her mind that it stunned her into silence.

    "I'm afraid you may have misplaced your faith," Al-Hashimi bit back.

    In a rundown diner at five o'clock in the morning on July 5th, Santos loses one hero and finds another.

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    18 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    One shift. That’s all it takes to break Baran Al-Hashimi. In all her experience, she never thought the place she’d feel the most lost in would be the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center.

    She never thought anyone would see her like this, let alone Trinity Santos.
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    the crying in the car AU. for now i don't have a second chapter planned, but I may come back to this :)

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    18 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    So Baran asks Robby for a second opinion, flush with adrenaline and fear, pulls him aside to look at her file.

    “Baran,” he says, gentler than he’s been all day, “is this you?”

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    baran & disclosure (ft gloria!)

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    13 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    When Dr. Robby leaves Pittsburgh on his sabbatical, Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi inherits his department, his board, and the particular problem of Dr. Jack Abbot - who keeps showing up, keeps saying exactly the right amount, and keeps noticing things she has spent her entire career making sure nobody notices.

    She has managed her absent seizures since she was five years old. She has managed the weight of Dasht-e-Barchi since May 2020. She has managed everything, always, alone - because managed is the only thing she knows how to be.

    Abbot doesn't ask her to be anything. That's the problem.

    A slow burn in twelve weeks, two people, and all the things that go unsaid until they can't be.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Three years after losing her wife, Baran starts over:
    New city, new job, and even a few new friends.

    There's also... somone else new. If she can let her in.

    or: Widow Baran falls head over heels for her son's kindergarten teacher. If only they both didn't have baggage.

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    10 Apr 2026