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    This series takes place post-fall and is based on the idea that they do survive and go on to live a nice little cannibal life somewhere (presumably Cuba). And yes, the titles are the last lines of my favourite Hannigram song 'No Children' by The Mountain Goats because it's a GREAT song.

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    “If we’re quiet…” Louis began after catching Lestat alone with a gentle hand at his elbow, the sound of Claudia causing a ruckus as she prepared for bed upstairs above them.

    The answering heat in Lestat’s gaze killed the follow-up before Louis could give it voice.

    “As the grave.”

    or: during episode four, Lestat and Louis experience a dry spell as a result of Claudia sleeping in their room, and then they don't.

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    13 Nov 2022

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    "How little it mattered when the moment finally came. I could see Estraven’s body had taken a shape that would suit mine. Relief, I suppose, was the strongest emotion I felt, but even that was overblown. All this time I had built it into something it was not, had worried myself into needless fretting. Finally I had my answer as to what Estraven was: he was mine."

    Yes, it is another Gobrin Ice Missing Scene. Set in chapter 16 directly after the Harhahad Thanern journal entry after Estraven writes "My own feelings were complex, and we let the matter drop." Me: No They Didn't <3

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    20 Feb 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Will's grip on the sheets is grounding enough to move him closer to wakefulness. He edges close enough to become aware that the water is talking to him again, warm in his ear, licking at his throat. It’s true French and not the Cajun French he distantly remembers from childhood, but it’s close enough or the dream generous enough for him to understand. Will, again. Will, come back. Be here with me.

     

    Or: The one in which I've owned WrathoftheStag a little something based loosely on Will's inappropriately sexy drowning dreams for ages, and what better time than her birthday to provide it? Even if it didn't get done quite in time for her actual birthday.

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    25 Aug 2021

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    Perhaps what is called for is nothing so simple and clean as separation or joining. It will have to be a field amputation, of sorts. Fast and brutal, and neither of them entirely whole afterwards. But, perhaps, survivable. He will have his dogs and some shredded version of his life back. Maybe he’ll move somewhere warm, and leave no forwarding address. Maybe Abigail will stay in her grave instead of following him. Hannibal will have music and art and blood, freedom somewhere far away. If Will makes the cut clean enough, Hannibal may keep his distance. People have built new lives on less, surely.

    Or: A little Digestivo fix-it fic because sometimes you just want your beloved characters to USE their WORDS and avoid several more years of pain.

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    25 Aug 2021

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    The physicality of it is secondary to how it rattles him internally, makes him feel wound up and unstrung all at once. He doesn’t know how he’ll catch his breath, how he’ll ever breathe again. He doesn’t black out, and he doesn’t quite fall asleep, but he does feel not all there. The closest thing he can compare it to is the quiet drugged up peace he would awaken to when they were in their recovery right after the fall- before the pain set in and all Will knew was that he was alive, and that he was with Hannibal, and nothing else mattered at all.

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    Post-fall, Will and Hannibal explore Will's newly unearthed desire for sexual submission.

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    01 Apr 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    amazingly written