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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Has Hollander been… sucking other guys' dicks? There’s no way he learnt this all from porn - Ilya wouldn’t be surprised if Hollander had his computer child locked, he seems like the type of prude to faint at the sight of a breast. But he can’t help but notice there’s a self-assuredness to Hollander’s movements now, a far cry from that first instinct driven blowjob he had given back in Toronto.

    or ilya rozanov's descent into madness caused by shane hollander's rapidly improving blow job skills.
    or when shane hollander wants to be the best at something, his dedication knows no bounds. ilya suffers for it

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 45

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    Did you hear about Laurette’s boy? Cliff, the oldest one. He got drafted to the Boston Raiders. Heard he’s doing well for himself.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane dies during childbirth after being impregnated by Luca Haas and Ilya is so heartbroken he gets amnesia and gets into a relationship with Dallas Kent and then everyone dies.

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 35

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    After trying a fun new drink that's definitely, totally, mostly ginger ale, Shane focuses on his new mission to get an A+ in Threesome Studies. That'll stop him thinking about Ilya, right? Right?

    Or

    What if the club scene in episode 4 where Shane spots Ilya on the dance floor went a little (a lot) differently.

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    25 May 2026

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    There are fewer pillows, now that Ilya sometimes spends the night. You don’t even like those ones, Ilya had said. It’s your bed. What is the point, if you do not like it?

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    09 May 2026

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    ‘Listen to me carefully. You have two choices.’ Rozanov’s voice is low, dripping with a dangerous calmness. ‘You can look me in the eye and tell me that you want me to leave. If you tell me you don’t want this, you don’t want me, you’re not interested, I will walk out now. You will go to your girlfriend. I will go out and find someone else for tonight, touch them, kiss them, fuck them. I will block your phone number. There will be no more texts. We will not speak again. We will never fuck again. I will move on. I will forget about you.

    ‘Or,’ Rozanov continues, ‘you can accept that this is what you want. What you need. What you are. You will get on your knees and take what I have to give you. You will do as you’re told. You will be a good little slut and beg me for more and let me remind you who you actually belong to. I will fuck you until you cry and you will thank me for it. I will make you come on my cock until you can’t even remember your girlfriend’s fucking name.’

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    08 May 2026

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    You want him in the way a wolf wants a lame rabbit; not because it’s satisfying, but because it’s easy. You know exactly how he’ll crumple. How he’ll say no without meaning it.

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    07 May 2026

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    Now that they're settling down, Shane and Ilya know they should really be more responsible about the kink they both enjoy. So they set up a safeword.

    Shane really doesn't like having one.

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    07 May 2026

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    rpfactorfiction

    Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.


    So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.

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    06 May 2026

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    This is the deal: Ilya and Shane don't know each other. Shane’s there to relax. He’s there to grab a beer and watch whatever’s on the bar TV and speak to no one. Ilya might approach him, or might not. It’s not up to Shane. If he has to wait, he waits. No questions once they’re in it, but there will be nothing unsafe, no doing anything that’d show up on a medical. Shane’s job is to trust—to believe a little.

    Again, this is the deal: Shane takes what he’s given.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    02 May 2026

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    “I’m sorry, but my answer is no. Someone else might be willing to switch if you ask.”

    “I can’t believe—this is unacceptable! I’m going to call the flight attendant over and get this sorted out right now!”

    Flustered and cornered, Shane injects his Captain Voice into the conversation. “Ma’am, I understand that you’re upset, but I paid for this seat and am going to stay here. You’ll have to find someone else willing to change places or just fly with the seat you booked. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you.”

    She hisses like a goddamn tea kettle, and starts to say, “You are the most selfish man I’ve ever—” when another voice behind her says, “You are blocking my seat. Move.”

    Shane and the woman turn to assess the new arrival. It turns out that his seat partner is well above six feet tall, ripped as hell, and knows how to deliver an excellent bitch face. He’s also the hottest man that Shane has ever seen in real life, including a chance run-in with Jensen Ackles at a Stars game.

    Or, still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)

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    01 May 2026

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    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

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    01 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 17

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    When David made no movement to follow Yuna as she left, Ilya let Shane leave behind her without pursuit.

    Or: David and Ilya sit at the dinner table together.

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    30 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 4

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    In June of 2013, Boston drafts 18-year-old RD Ian Rice 12th overall. After a late-season loss to Nashville, he takes some teammates to a family barn party and introduces Ilya to Appalachia’s finest: moonshine and Misty 120 Lights. It might just win them the Stanley Cup.

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    28 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Come here often?”

    Shane turns to face him, confused. “What?”

    “Hm, I think no?” Ilya tilts his head, eyes dragging up and down Shane’s body shamelessly. “I would remember that pretty face.”

    It’s such a cheesy line that Shane has to laugh, even as his stomach swoops at the way Ilya’s looking at him. “What are you doing?”

    “What do you think?” Ilya leans in a little closer, voice playful, “I see a beautiful stranger all alone at the bar, I want to approach him. I think maybe he might like my company.”

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    27 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Do you think you can love two people at once?” Shane asked his mom in a moment of weakness, when they were wrapping up a call about a prospective brand deal. He should have been on his laptop looking at numbers on spreadsheets and coordinating his calendar which was already so full he could tell you exactly what he would be doing half a year from now down to the half hour. Instead, he was laying on his bed with his phone pressed up against his ear and his eyes closed counting imaginary stars in a bright night sky. He should go to sleep soon.

    Or, Shane embarks on casual sex with yet another Russian.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    23 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 67

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    Shane never spent money on things that made it look like he was spending money.

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    16 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    He doesn't understand what went wrong. Had it always been so fragile, even then? One pulled thread away from disintegrating? Maybe it had. Or maybe something had changed along the way, in one or both of them.

    Someone makes a mistake, on purpose. It ends badly.

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    15 Apr 2026

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