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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    The lump in Goka’s throat grows heavy, and he chokes with all the emotions he cannot convey, far too foreign in his chest, far too hazy to put down in words.

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    “Is your flame only good for heatin’ lukewarm water for the Cleaners?” It’s a call to action, for Zanka to snap back into himself, to lift his chin and come back to, with the zest that permeates his flame.

    Goka's duty was to the Hell Guard. To protecting as many as he could. He would save as many as he could, his brother included. And, with all the affection he can't think of how to shape, he cares for Zanka in the only way he's been taught.

    // Chapter 153 and part of 154, through Goka's eyes.

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    17 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Zanka can only come to one conclusion, as he hears Goka speak, as Goka secures him over his shoulder.

    They still cared.

    // Zanka's perspective, in Chapter 153

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    17 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 83

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    Goka watching Zanka's fixation with sticks build up.

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    17 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shen Jiu wasn't the perfect parental or older brother-ly figure, but Shen Yuan was pretty damn grateful to have him.

    Shen Jiu had raised and taken care of both of them throughout their years together—from that dingy flat owned by a sketchy man, all the way to having their own apartment and a more secure life. The problem was, that Shen Jiu had spent the last 30 years working his life away. He was, without question, lonely.

    Hence, Shen Yuan would take the risk and set his brother up with a few romantic candidates! He would cure Jiu-ge's chronic loneliness and open the infamous Professor Shen's heart to love!

     

    Except, Jiu-ge seems extremely adamant at already having a boyfriend? But what do you mean he's "overseas" and "you knew him before I was born"—and the fantastical, "we promised to marry at seven years old"?????

    Does Jiu-ge really hate the idea of blind dating so much?!

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    16 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    There's no good reason for it, no way to explain the slow death that's been growing inside him, but it's there. He can't get rid of it.

    Zanka was born with it and he will die with it, no matter what he does.

    Maybe that's why he listens to the man. He's too exhausted to yell at the figure to shut his mouth, even though he wants to. It won't change a thing – by the end of it Zanka will still be holding the stupid stick, and he'll still be dead.

    Janka Week 2026 Day 6: Freaky Friday.

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