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The Heart Rate of a Mouse by beggarsnotes
Fandom The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Apr 2012
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- 533,221
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- 4
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29 Nov 2025
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Volume 1: Over the Tracks by beggarsnotes
Fandoms: The Heart Rate of a Mouse Series - Anna Green
29 Mar 2010
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- Part 1 of The Heart Rate of a Mouse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 148,472
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 594
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- 3,244
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- 563
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- 209,519
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28 Nov 2025
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I want to bury you. by botticelisangel
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Saw (Movies), Panic! at the Disco
26 Oct 2025
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"I wouldn't lie to you, Pete." - Mikey continues crawling on, out the door while Pete watches him pathetically, still sobbing and reaching out for him.
It was 2004, and Pete Wentz woke up chained to a metal pipe in a strange bathroom with a familiar face.
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29 Oct 2025
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Brendon offers Benson a lift home from the Mormon temple one day, but what happens when the men want to see what mystical and magical really means.
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10 Sep 2025
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A Splitting Of The Mind by Gaiamdma, Shoved2agree (Gaiamdma)
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
22 Mar 2025
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Gerard Way sees the world differently. Alone and institutionalised, Gerard claims that he is being hunted, and that his mind holds the key to existence. Does Gerard really hold such a powerful secret? Or is he just insane like everyone else in the institution?
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- English
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- 144,889
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- 22/22
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- 1,760
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06 Sep 2025
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It's better off this way. by melanie (melaniemustdie)
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Mindless Self Indulgence (Band), Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco
19 Oct 2025
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Illi is ready for a fresh start at a new school and wants to get through her senior year without any trouble.
But being friends with Frank Iero means trouble now follows her everywhere she goes, each day uncovering more fragments of buried secrets and forgotten scandals. Illi manages to piece together the dark past of the town, much to many people’s dismay, all while fighting her own demons.
Idea based around the I’m not okay (I promise) music video.
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01 Sep 2025
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Just as he was finishing up admiring how hot he is, someone walked into the bathroom. He didn't necessarily care—he was more focused on himself—but he caught a glimpse of the person in the corner of his eye. The guy was holding something in his hand. He turned his head to look back at him, and guess what the guy had. No, guess.
A box of cigarettes.
Subong immediately turned his entire body around, eyes locked on the cigarette box in the guy's hand. He must've noticed Subong's staring because he looked directly at him and stopped walking. Subong's brain chemistry must've, like, changed completely or something because the way his heart started beating faster as soon as he saw a cigarette was contradicting his earlier statement about how he 'didn't want to smoke that bad anyways.' The words left his mouth before he could think about it. "Yo, let me get one of those." He forgot he was supposed to sound nice when he's asking for stuff, so he threw in a small "Please?" after basically demanding a cigarette.
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27 Aug 2025
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When Nam-gyu finds himself entangled in a risky drug scandal, he can’t help but do the thing he’s best at; spiraling. Meanwhile, Thanos crawls back for more, even when faced with the recurring fear of rejection.
They both crave the rush, even if only one of them is ready to admit it.
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26 Aug 2025
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He wanted to be a pillar of support for Su-bong, he wanted to be the one to lift him out of this mess, but the truth was… Nam-gyu had no idea what he was doing. He had never cared for a person in this way before. He had never… felt this way for someone else before- this desire to care for them, this sense of protectiveness and concern, this way that Su-bong was taking up space in his mind and in his heart. It was all so new to him, so strange and confusing, that he had no idea if he was doing any of it right; it frustrated and scared and angered him all at once, knowing that he wanted- he needed- to do something, but not knowing how.
He thought about something Su-bong had said, through his delirium the night before- “Maybe my divine intervention was this- finding my way back to you.” Nam-gyu wondered if Su-bong even remembered saying it, and if he did, if he had truly meant it. And if he had… Nam-gyu feared that he might only end up disappointing the both of them.
__A sequel to “i am here and i’ll lead you home”, where Nam-gyu and Su-bong learn to navigate their lives after the games, while trying to understand this new relationship growing between them, and their feelings for each other.
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- English
- Words:
- 164,027
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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02 Aug 2025
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"You know him?" Thanos asks as he tries to think of his own lyrics to go with the track that's still playing. "He produce for real, or is this a favor type thing?" Doesn't matter either way. Thanos has got a damn gift when it comes to getting people to do shit for him.
"That's the thing," Semi groans with a downright strange amount of frustration. "The guy's name is Namgyu, I'm pretty sure, and he's a composer. Like, the classical stuff at the beginning, that was his."
Thanos nods, even though he doesn't really get why she's saying this shit like she's reading him a prison sentence ending in the electric chair. "Soo...?" He asks slowly. "If he made that, he can definitely do the producing shit, too. It's just a different genre." It's true. As long as he's got an ear for what's good, and knows how to work the fancy ass machines, then Thanos should be solid.
"Well, the issue is that he would never do it," she shrugs.
"He'd do it for me," Thanos waves off. It's not even cocky or some shit. All he's got to do is hook the guy up with girls or drugs or an oil change, and he should be fine. "Why wouldn't he?"
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How Thanos and Namgyu make an album together and maybe fall in love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 265,869
- Chapters:
- 13/15
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18 Jul 2025
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“Hyung. Are you trying to kill me?” he said softly.
Myung-gi met his gaze, unwavering.
“Maybe.”
Silence stretched between them, thick with everything they weren’t saying. Thanos’ fingers hovered over Myung-gi’s thigh, unsure, asking without words.
“Come on,” Myung-gi said, barely above a whisper.
“Be good for your hyung.”Series
- Part 2 of v
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25 Jun 2025
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Hopelessness, falling in love, jealousy, heartbreak, ...?
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A Thangyu story, more or less based on the album IGOR - Tyler, The Creator
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07 Apr 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of no
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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22 Mar 2025
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Thanos, once famous happy and careless, now with nowhere to go. With his life hanging on the last straw, he manages to find the one person that brings him the joy of being alive again. When he overdosed in a club Namgyu was there to help him.
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13 Mar 2025
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Namgyu lives his life as an OnlyFans star post-Club Pentagon being closed down and MG Coin rug pull. When his followers jump at the chance at discounted video calls that include Namgyu’s face, a subscriber named “BigDickInfinite230” has the chance to interact with their favorite OF star.
Or, OnlyFans Model! Namgyu and Undercover Gooner! Thanos meet on a video call, and that’s when Namgyu’s life gets shaken up.
*DISCONTINUED* (read most recent chapter for my super messy outline)
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10 Mar 2025
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Nam-gyu stayed silent for a while before letting out a big sigh. “Thanks, I guess.” He muttered before adding. “But don’t think that makes us friends”.
“Don’t worry it didn’t even cross my mind.”
“Stop it-” Thanos said in english and put his hands up in the air “-we’re a team now aren’t we? Now let’s just get out of this room before I throw any of you out the window.” Everyone looked at him weirdly.
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Zombie apocalypse Thangyu cause I love them too much. (Yes it will be ooc because it's a zombie au duh)
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09 Mar 2025
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Why'd you only ever call me when you're high by Miniverse_Factory
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
20 Mar 2025
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Thanos only calls him when he's high off his ass and needs something only Minsu is stupid enough to provide.
Minsu always picks up the phone.
Semi tells him he need to stop being such a pussy and drop Thanos for good, teach him a lesson.
Minsu tells her he's scared to leave him alone, but even he doesn’t really know why he sticks around.
Why it’s so hard to leave.Until Thanos and Namgyu show him why it isn’t really his choice to stay or go.
Then the games.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 121,915
- Chapters:
- 17/?
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- 916
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09 Mar 2025
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Public Bookmark 164
Mystery Work
Part of None and old
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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09 Mar 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of no
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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05 Mar 2025
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standing in the yard (dressed like a kid) by inanimateobjective
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
03 Feb 2025
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The meal arrived, placed in front of Namgyu on a silver platter, perfectly presented, and he had to resist the urge to sweep it onto the floor, or slam his fist into the porcelain. He didn't deserve it, for one, but also, he didn't want to take anything offered by these faceless, nameless gods. He knew what this was. A final meal, celebrating the demise of everyone else, and a toast to whichever one of them was next to go.
It didn't taste like much. Objectively, he knew it was probably one of the best things he'd ever eat, reeking of wealth and needless indulgence, but his mouth was limp, tastebuds numbed like he'd burned his tongue. He could barely bring himself to chew, all the life drained out of him, but it didn't really matter. The meat practically melted in his mouth. He couldn't choke himself with it if he tried, and the thought made rage bubble up inside him. The sudden urge to slit his throat with the steak knife, to let himself bleed out on the pretty tablecloth, was horrifying, made him jolt upright, heart pounding. What had they done to him?Or, Thanos and Namgyu find themselves in the last game. Together.
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- Part 1 of thangyu what-ifs
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02 Mar 2025
