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i've been seeing ghosts again by palebluepebble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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02 Jul 2026
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"Unfortunately" was a sentence ender Ilya never wanted to hear. To have his own husband say it felt worse somehow. Was it unfortunate? Was he unfortunate? Was he even worth it?
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25 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is better now. But he’s maybe not quite as healed as he thought.
Shane confronts Ilya about past self-harm. It’s an emotional conversation.
TW: self-harm
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21 May 2026
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Time. Stops. by ibumblebee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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When Shane opens his eyes again they are so kind and warm, but swimming in tears.
“I have never told anyone this.”
“Shane, just tell me, please.”
“It’s about… It’s about what you told me. About your mom.”
Dread fills Ilya, ice cold in his veins. “Shane, you are scaring me.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” Shane takes a deep breath, hand still pressed against Ilya’s cheek, eyes locked into his.
“Ilya. When I was eighteen, I tried to kill myself.”or, Shane tells Ilya he tried to kill himself and suddenly Ilya is more scared then he has ever been in his entire life. He didn't know he needed to fear this. But Shane won't let him drown in it. They will take care of each other.
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06 May 2026
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Beautiful Boys by blue_mints
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 May 2026
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Everyone has bad days - Ilya and Shane are no exception. Sometimes they just need each other to get through it.
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Ilya and Shane comforting each other when they have bad mental health days. The Ottawa Centaurs witness how they care for the other.
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05 May 2026
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The Weight of Never Being Held For Long by Krissyista
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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“Have you ever been alone surrounded by so many people?” Ilya finally breathes, his breath tickling Shane’s bare shoulder. He still hasn’t moved. His fingertips press into Shane’s waist with bruising strength while his shoulders remain tense under Shane’s arms.
Shane hums, pressing an open mouth kiss to his neck. “Tell me what it feels like.”
or: 5 times Shane takes care of Ilya, and 1 time Ilya asks for help
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- Part 2 of 5+1 Shane and Ilya
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23 Apr 2026
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Because I Can't Help Where I Come From by resident_president_cryptid
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Following their fight about the boxing day party in the Long Game, Ilya finds himself in a dangerous head space.
Shane receives a call from none other than Troy Barrett, letting him know that the love of his life had attempted to take his own life. He rushes to Ilya's side.
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"Would you please just get to your point, Barrett?"
"He... He hurt himself. Badly, Shane."
Shane felt his heart drop.
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21 Apr 2026