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  1. Summary

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    Vignettes exploring Sam's toxic relationship with desire & his often destructive need for self-control. Very little plot, mostly just character study and smut.

    The length of this series is unknown, but all the pieces can be read easily as stand-alones.

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    Antinomy (noun) [adj. Antinomic] ~
    1. A contradiction between two apparently equally valid principles or between inferences correctly drawn from such principles.
    2. A fundamental and apparently unresolvable conflict or contradiction.

    Involution (noun) [adj. Involutional] ~
    1. [Mathematics] A function, transformation, or operator that is equal to its inverse, i.e. which gives the identity when applied to itself. An involutory function is a function f that is its own inverse: f = x for all x in the domain of f.
    2. [Formal] The process of involving or complicating, or the state of being involved or complicated.

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    The briefing was simple: ‘Stand guard over the Michael Sword until the battle is ready to commence. Await further instructions.’

    Castiel doesn’t mind working security duty; he was briefed shortly after the initial salvation of the Sword from the pit, and again before taking up his position. He knows what to do. However, it’s easy to forget that the green room isn’t real. Time moves differently there, the space ever-changing to make a prison of mountains, cathedrals, salt flats, orchards, and whatever Castiel was led to believe about Heaven’s greatest weapon—Dean Winchester is something entirely unexpected.

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    05 Jan 2021

  2. Rec 64

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    You met Sam and Dean Winchester when they saved you from a routine spirit back in 2007 (Season 2), and in the months and years that followed, a relationship bloomed between you and the younger brother. When Sam was high on demon blood, his powers at their strongest, he unintentionally passed some psychic abilities to you. You manifested as an empath, able to feel others' emotions, especially Sam's. But it all stopped when Sam went into the Cage.

    Now, a year and a half later, you're living abroad in an attempt to put everything behind you. But those abilities are waking up again, and something is pulling you back to the United States, back to a life you swore you were done with.

    You guess you'd always known it wouldn't last. You just didn't expect Sam to be alive, or for Heaven and Hell to have already cooked up another Armageddon-level debacle to drag you and the Winchesters back into.

    (This is an Alternate Season 6, though some elements of later seasons, such as the MOL Bunker, do show up.)

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    21 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the first reader-insert series to take over my entire mind for several days straight. GUT-WRENCHING re-imagining of S6.

  3. Rec 81

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    Prequel to More Than a Feeling, but can be read first or on its own.

    While working a case in St. Louis, Sam and Dean meet Y/N. Initially just a local contact, she soon becomes an indispensable part of their lives—especially to Sam.

    Spans seasons 2-5.

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    Chapters:
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    29 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    where my reader-insert story fixation began. this series is ALL TIME.

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    "I'm not going to tell you which one of us asked for separate rooms." - Alex Reagan, The Black Tapes Podcast episode 206: All in the Family. After a mix-up with rooms at the Empress Hotel, we find out who really asked for separate rooms, why, and whether that's enough to keep Richard Strand and Alex Reagan from addressing their feelings.

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    08 Dec 2023

  5. Rec 70

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    Sam Winchester might just be the finest man you’ve ever met. Tall, handsome, with a heart of gold and a boyish smile that makes your heart melt, right along with other parts of you.

    After a long hunt, you decide to take him with you to your motel room. It’s supposed to be just a hook up, a night of fun.

    It turns into so much more.

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    04 Feb 2025