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A domestic companion wasn’t supposed to cry.
It was supposed to clean, cook. Maybe fuck.
Not shake. Not flinch. Not blush.Not meant to feel.
But this one does, and Anxin hates how sweet he is.
Somehow, this is a story about love.
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06 Jan 2026
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If there’s one thing Anxin is confident about, he’s not only the first subscriber of Sangwon’s, he is also the one who paid the most attention to him, watched him the closest, and was his most devoted follower all along. After all, for Anxin, ever since he saw the very first pictures, the glimpses of his stomach and arms, the outline of his waist, there was nobody else–only Sangwon.
Or, camboy Sangwon and his dedicated subscriber Anxin.
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14 Dec 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of Ciel's Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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13 Sep 2025
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Дитрих и Майский – одногруппники, которых едва ли можно назвать друзьями. Майский считает, что жизнь следует прожить легко и непринужденно. Дитриху кажется, что расслабиться он сможет только в гробу и то не факт. В связи с этим, взаимоотношения между ними строятся весьма натянутые. Но жизнь – изменчивая штука. И то, что еще вчера вас раздражало, сегодня может оказаться единственно желанным.
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01 Dec 2023
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It's been three months since Mark broke up with Renjun. Three months of empathetic words and pats on his back, and everyone treating him as if he’d break in pieces if just a breeze blew in his direction.
So Renjun does the only thing he can do to convince everyone he's over Mark: ask Donghyuck to pretend to be his new boyfriend.
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21 Jul 2023
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“Look, I honestly don’t know how but I probably came from there,” the man says while pointing at the wardrobe.
Donghyuck’s mouth slackens. “Are you fucking kidding me? Do you think you’re in Narnia!?”
Donghyuck unexpectedly acquires a roommate through the form of a 25 year-old Renjun, who has accidentally time traveled from the 70s.
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Renjun closed his eyes, inhaling deeply before saying, “Do you want to date?”
Mark’s eyes widened. “What?”
“I mean, fake date.” Renjun clarified.
Mark’s face only twisted more in confusion. “You want to fake date?”
Renjun nodded.
“Why?”
Renjun exhaled. “It’s a long story.”Series
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23 Nov 2021
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There's a chance that Jaemin will never reach out, never offer Jeno the branch he needs to let go, and maybe Jeno will just have to keep those feelings to himself, to ache with it the way Renjun does, to simmer with it until he either burns from the inside out and gives in or fizzles out and gives up.
It's a perverse sort of wish, one that leads him to wonder how and when he's become such a selfish person, and in the end it doesn't matter. Jaemin makes the first move. Jeno won't have to agonize the way Renjun has.
Jaemin kisses him that night while Renjun is upstairs puking his guts out in the porcelain bowl.
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19 Jul 2021
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Donghyuck wonders if Renjun feels it too. He wonders if he's plagued by dreams and memories of things that couldn't have happened and yet he's sure have. He wonders if Renjun remembers the way they kissed before—wherever, whenever that was. It's still hazy, very much so, but Donghyuck understands better now.
He wonders if Renjun is drawn to him too without knowing why.
Or maybe he's telling the truth. He doesn't want Donghyuck.
Maybe there's no happy ending here either.
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18 Jul 2021
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It’s exhilarating to be used - to be ruined, turned into something pathetic and messy, all in the name of making Renjun feel good.
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- Part 2 of all the boys
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24 Jun 2021
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Five days is all it takes.
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- Part 1 of all the boys
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24 Jun 2021
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you and me (the way it's supposed to be) by halfmoonjisung for withdream
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
16 Mar 2021
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“Anyway,” Chenle chirps, looking back at Renjun. “So is this Mark asking you out?”
“What? No!” Renjun quickly denies, but he’s blushing again and now Donghyuck has the sudden urge to pour spicy sauce all over Mark Lee’s lab reports. “We’re just going to get to know each other, that’s all.”
None of them look convinced, not even Renjun. That doesn’t bode well, at least to Donghyuck.
(or, the arrival of Mark in Renjun’s life prompts Donghyuck to finally face his feelings head-on.)
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21 Apr 2021