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“You spoke of an offering before. Do you believe yourself capable of fulfilling that oath?”
A tendril sneaks around his throat, slithering across the star on his neck as it crept up his jaw. Albedo nods. Once, twice, thrice. He was desperate now.
Xiao smiles, a gloved hand coming down to brush through his hair while his other arm caged the alchemist in place. As if he would choose to go anywhere else.
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Albedo gets caught touching himself to Xiao, and the Adeptus demands an offering as reparations. If only Albedo knew what Xiao had in mind…
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- Part 4 of citrinitas catharsis
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He knows he’s being selfish, which is precisely why he can’t reread a single letter or write one unless there’s enough liquor coating his tongue that all he can taste is the night. But he can’t seem to give up on Lyney, not even in small doses.
He would sit by his desk, a bottle of wine, his executioner, an empty pad of paper, the sword and the night that lay ahead of him his sentence.
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They were both something more than mortals. Except where Xiao possessed definition, a title, an identity, Albedo was all blank pages and unanswered questions. They were fundamentally similar beings, with immortality and celestial strength promised to them. And yet Albedo found them both to be largely different people. People, he thought, was a much better term to call them than ‘beings,’ as people they were meant to be different. Difference was what made them unique. As beings there was always that promise of same-ness. Of having to share qualities.
He saw this plainly between him and all the rest of his mother’s creations. But Albedo guesses even then they were different. Not because he was meant to be a person and they were meant to answer a question. But because where she barely glanced at Durin, Rhinedottir held Albedo in her arms and called him Son.
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Albedo investigates the Chasm on a commission, and uncovers truths behind his past far greater than he’d anticipated, bringing in an unlikely Adeptus while he navigates secrets hidden far too deep in the Liyuean Underground.
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- Part 3 of citrinitas catharsis
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“How did you know you felt it for me? That want—how did you know you wanted me?”
He can feel the way her face burns at his question, he lets her bury her face in the crook of his neck, “Master Albedo you can’t just ask people things like that!”
He chuckles softly, “I’m sorry.”
Sucrose shakes her head, “It’s… It’s not that simple,” she admits, “Wanting is not the same as loving. You can want someone and not love them, and you can love someone and not want them. And I… I loved you, Albedo.”
“But you didn’t want me?”
Sucrose lifts her head from his shoulder, slowly she shakes her head. “I didn’t want you.”
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Albedo has a crisis on what it means to love and what it means to want but he doesn’t go through it alone.
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- Part 2 of citrinitas catharsis
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corsets are to be ripped open anyway by regardsmyun
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Mar 2022
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“No, I think you do know little fairy. I think you know exactly what you need to do. There’s no need to act all innocent anymore. Not now when I’ve seen you get off on the chance that someone might walk in on us. Oh that excites you doesn’t it, look at the way you’re blushing, I bet you’d like them to see, don’t you? See the way you bend to my will? Begging for me? Praying to gods that won’t ever give you the kind of satisfaction I give you. I bet you want them to see me fuck you, don’t you? See you on my cock, mind gone blank from your fucked out bliss, with mouth open just calling my name, yes Aether I know you’d love that wouldn’t you?”
STANDALONE NSFW ADDITION TO MY XIAOAE FIC: promise me, and i shall tell you my name
CAN BE READ INDEPENDENTLY OR WITH THE FIC, ONLY PLOT RELEVANCE INCLUDES WHY THEYRE AT A BALL NOTHING ELSE
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- Part 1 of reatus / libertas
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The air between them is stale, thick and heady with the aftermath of their last argument finally weighing down on their shoulders.
"Say it," Ayato intones, dragging his brush to ink another signature. The words carve themselves out of the throat, more Kamisato Ayato-like than Ayato. "It is unlike you to hold your tongue in front of me."
Thoma glares, burns through him as though Ayato is man molded out of pity and not clay. "Is that an order, My Lord?" The honorific pulls itself sharply out the tongue, weaponized the minute it becomes aerodynamic in a way that has Ayato's belly curling with dread.
"You know very well it is not."
"Do I?" Thoma counters, daring the Commissioner in a way only he can. His vision burns, an extension of the heart he is charring for Ayato. "You seemed fine enough to order me before you left to Seirai."
Wherein Ayato takes the retainers punishment under his own name; bears it in the weight of his own blood, and Thoma must watch. Thoma, however, is never content to just watch. He fights. He wants to meld himself into Ayato as Ayato has to him. They fight. Ayato is dissected by the taste of sin. They navigate themselves from there.
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- Part 1 of 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
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14 Sep 2025
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we can plant a memory garden (say a solemn prayer) by deewekili
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
19 Aug 2023
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If Lynette truly cared as little for her brother's feelings as she sometimes pretended she did, she would have pointed out that Tartaglia and the Traveler were not at all friends. Begrudging partners-in-crime, more like. Still, Lynette stayed quiet, feeling as if they were missing a piece of the puzzle. The one that tied the picture together, giving a clear view of the man Aether truly was. At that moment, Freminet gave a little gasp and looked up at his siblings.
“You don’t know,” he said, with those void-like eyes of his opened wide.
"Know what?"
(or; Lyney discovers why Aether hates the Fatui so much)
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- Part 1 of the injury of finally knowing you
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02 Jan 2025
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In thirty minutes, Alhaitham is going to be home, and Kaveh needs to be able to be his most composed self for the inevitable confrontation that will happen the second his roommate is through the door.
Actually— no, scratch that.
Why live through the confrontation at all when he could move out right the fuck now? If he starts packing this very second he can at least take a bag for some of his clothes and another for his most important tools. Right? Right.
Kaveh accidentally ends a phone call with “I love you.” Alhaitham… deals with it.
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31 Aug 2024
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The Words Unspoken Are The Flowers by littlerosebud
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
04 Aug 2024
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Neuvillette was about to question him on it when Wriothesley finally spoke. His voice was quiet, almost drowned by the muffled sounds of the people mingling together in the ballroom. “Unfortunately, Monsieur, it will only stop if everyone thinks you’re taken.”
“Which I am not,” replied Neuvillette. Wriothesley was right. And since Neuvillette could not – would not – entertain a romantic relationship, then he was doomed to suffer through those endless attempts at earning his favor.
Wriothesley huffed fondly. He said just as quietly, as if his words were a secret for them only; “I said if everyone thinks you are unavailable. It wouldn’t have to be real, just that the tabloids think it is.”
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When Neuvillette confides in Wriothesley how tired he is of the countless suitors wanting to court him, Wriothesley offers a simple solution. But is it really that simple when long-harbored feelings are involved?
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- Part 1 of The Words Unspoken
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once more with feeling by sometimesiship
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
01 Jan 2024
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Twilight has two simple rules: No unnecessary touching and no unnecessary lying. They've gotten him through the cognitive dissonance that playing house creates, and finally, after four years, peace between Ostania and Westalis is within reach. He just has to kill one man—a man guarded by none other than Thorn Princess.
But when identities are revealed and loyalties come to light, the rules no longer apply. As all three Forgers navigate the minefield that their home life has become, the line between Twilight and Loid begins to blur, begging the question: if your fake wife is the final boss and your pretend daughter knows your every thought, is peace even an option?
Oh, and don't forget about the damn dog.
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19 Dec 2023