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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    Lee Leo is a true rapper. His lyrics are violent and vulgar. His image is dark and dirty. But his admiration towards Lee Sangwon is something holy. Something he'll always admit in public, in private, in songs, in interviews. All for the idol to notice him, to give him a second of his precious attention. But so far all he gets are polite rejection from managers and unaswered DMs. Until one award shows where he performs and Sangwon got caught biting his fingers on camera.

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    04 Dec 2025

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    He lifts his head up. He’s not supposed to— he knows that— but he does it anyway. The statue of his god has a chiseled jaw and a prominent, tall nose. He is beautiful in ways that the human is not. That he likely could not ever be.

    Jungwon envies him, but he remains with his head lifted, spine still pressed low. It aches and burns in places he’s never felt such excruciating pain, but he wants to be seen as he asks this of his god. To, at the very least, say this voice that pleads is mine, no one else’s.

    “And please bless me…with a torch to illuminate this unfamiliar road. Light to guide me. Fire to warm me. A sign or a symbol of your blessing, so that I know the fate that lies ahead of me is one you have so benevolently bestowed, just like your presence.”

    The bells at the entryway of the temple jingle— and this time, it sounds like a laugh.

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    (At his coming-of-age ceremony, Yang Jungwon becomes the property of his village's god.)

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    26 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I thought…”, he needs a moment, “maybe you didn’t need me back anymore.”

     

    Sangwon holds on while Leo keeps slipping further away.

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    09 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Sometimes home is a mug with a chip in the handle.

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    07 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    No matter the years, the distance, or the drowning lights of the stage, Sangwon and Leo always find their way back to each other.

    Again, at last, and finally.

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    04 Oct 2025