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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Dan had gone to church nearly every Sunday for so many of his formative years, and yet what he’s experienced in this room thus far has been the most religious experience of his life.
    Right now, as he sits on Phil’s bed, this is the closest he’s ever come to God. Closer than anyone has, probably, as Phil closes the distance between the two. His hand is on Dan’s thigh, mouths now pressed together in a lazy, messy, kiss.
    Surely nobody else has been touched by God in this way, right?
    Biblically, this would make Dan the Virgin Mary. Which he’s been unsuccessfully trying to change for the last two months.

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    Dan is an 18-year-old virgin, horny out of his mind, and he wants nothing more than for Phil to hold him down and rail him until he blacks out. Phil is too sweet and in love and wants Dan's first time to be perfect. Dan's idea of a perfect first time involves showing Phil how good of a devotee he can be and proving to him that he's best on his knees.

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    14 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Just… be happy, okay?”

    That’s the last thing Dan says before he gently lets the door fall into its lock behind him, the soft clicking more resounding, more final than any slam could’ve been.

    Phil can handle a loud fight – Dan always comes back after those.

    He’s not sure how to handle this soft goodbye into the night.

    Dan leaves.

    Phil doesn't know how to bring him back home - he just knows he has to.

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    06 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    "With Phil, it always feels good. Everything does; his lips, his hands, his heat. But he knows it can be so much more if he weren't such a coward. And surely Phil knows it too. He says just being with Dan is enough. But Dan wishes, no- he hopes, that one day, he can do more than just enough."
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    Dan struggles to overcome his internalized homophobia during his intimate moments with Phil. He wants, he tries and slowly, they are making progress. After an old friend of Phil's gets a little too handsy for Dan's comfort, he finally gains the confidence he needs to just take what he wants.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Dan drifts to sleep in Phil’s bed and dreams of a future that feels a little too real.

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    03 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    02 Mar 2026