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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    Avery blinks; his mind wanders too much these days, to the golden armor and kind texts. To a house he doesn't know the location of, but wishes he did. His hands are holding a scalpel, and his team looks somewhat nervous. They, too, have noticed that Avery has not been himself lately. He gets early to work as always, leaves late, but he is not answering texts, not speaking to people, being robotic to patients, and just staring into nothing when he gets a break. He tried to keep moving forward, like the words on that letter, but it's easier said than done, and for all of Derek's knowledge, he had no idea of just how much his martyrdom would cost Avery.

    OR Avery is a surgeon, dealing with grief by pretending his patients are Derek... until one day, a boy gets admitted even with brain death. Chaos follows.

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    06 May 2026

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    “Flowers for Algernon” was referenced in the first book Avery found in the library. Avery finds D3rlor— no, Derek, a few weeks later in the middle of a busy street. How is Avery sure that’s Derek? Because he’s rasping Avery’s full name, student ID, and telling strangers how “Left” is a horrible direction.

    A.K.A: He’s alive, but not well. The boys learn what proper communication is as they journey through the stages of brain damage recovery (and the first step of that is acceptance, contrarily).

    (Smut in Ch.8, Ch.10 only)

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    11 Apr 2026

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    "Philophobia is the fear of falling in love. Philophobia usually occurs after a person has confronted any emotional turmoil relating to love, but it can also be a chronic phobia."

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “You want to throw my laptop off a cliff.”

    “Or smash it. Or set it on fire. Or all three. We can workshop it.”

    There’s another quiet laugh, but it doesn’t quite stick the landing. Avery hears the hesitation creeping back in, curling around the edges of D3r’s voice like fog.

    “In person,” D3r says, not quite a question.

    “Yeah,” Avery says easily, like it doesn’t make his stomach flip. “In person. I wanna meet you.”

    The words hang between them.

    He watches D3r’s character on screen because it’s easier than imagining D3r’s face doing whatever it’s doing right now. The avatar doesn’t react, of course. Just stands there in the pixelated grass, the moon casting a pale square light over his shoulders. Avery imagines he can see tension in the way the model is angled, which is ridiculous, but he’s very good at projecting onto blockmen at this point.

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    11 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 Apr 2025