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“Just saying, if you’re taking another hit, you should share it with me,” Mike says, and Will slowly tilts his head, drinking in every word. “It just makes sense. Like, mathematically.”
Will’s reddened eyes narrow, bewildered. “Mathematically?”
“If there’s two hits left, we’d each only get one,” Mike explains. “But if we shotgunned, we’d both get two.” God, this is the best idea he’s had in ages. He should’ve stolen Will’s weed, like, months ago. “That’s like, bang for your buck. This is simple math, Will Byers. Keep up.”
In which it’s well past midnight in New York, Will can’t sleep, and Mike feels like they barely know each other anymore.
So, they get a little high. Mike is very normal about all of it.
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29 Jan 2026
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Sometimes, what a small town needs is a good love story.
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For a while it got easier, through brute-force avoidance and then moving across the country, thousands of miles away from anyone who felt like a real person.
But then you come back―of course you do―and it’s worse than you could’ve ever imagined, because you’re faced with the reality of it.
The reality of Nancy, who says they’ll just have to put off Emerson by a year or two and leaves no room for argument. Jonathan lives in her house, for fuck’s sake, and he’d be hard-pressed to remember the last time they touched that didn’t involve them both going for the salt shaker at the same time.
But there are worse things than Nancy. Something he can no longer avoid.
Because he isn’t actually an eternal eleventh grader, coiled and ready to strike in the back alley of every dream Jonathan has had for four years.
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03 Jan 2026
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“You know…” Jonathan says, eyes not quite reaching Steve’s face, staring at his throat or maybe his mouth.
It’s raining again, harder this time. Water drums against the roof in a heavy, relentless rhythm. The wind carries it in sideways, and Steve shifts to keep the front of his clothes dry. Jonathan holds the joint out between them, and Steve takes it, setting it to his lips. He sucks in hard.
Jonathan’s fingers continue the abandoned thought, reaching out to brush against Steve’s neck. Steve’s breath catches in his throat, half on purpose, trying to hold the weed in, and half in surprise at the casual way Jonathan’s finger traces the still-red skin across his neck.
“It looks like you tried to off yourself,” he says finally, hand falling away.
Steve blinks, exhaling harshly. The smoke mixes with the mist in the air, curling around both of them before vanishing into the trees.
Jonathan’s mouth tilts into an amused grin, and Steve mirrors the expression before they both burst into laughter.
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“If you could see one person one more time before the big bad Ruskies obliterate us,” Robin giggles, “who would it be?”
Steve has been feeling so wonderfully unabashedly honest for these last few minutes or months or however long they’ve been here, tied together in their Scoops uniforms and possibly dying from beating-induced brain hemorrhages or Russian poison that he says, without hesitating, “Jonathan Byers. And I’d give him a big ole kiss.”
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- Part 1 of A Catalog of Non-Definitive Acts
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Theo and Boris have a couples fight without realizing they are a couple.
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13 Apr 2025
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Maybe prayer is just a matter of perspective.
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When you've been to hell, desire is isolating and ugly.
Or: Cas drives his truck for a case and Dean is exceptionally horny about it
“Once on a hunt when he was a teenager, Dean had been caught too close to an explosive when it had gone off. There had been the moment when the projectile hit, and the moment when it had detonated. And just before it had, there had also been a moment when he had believed that maybe it wouldn’t.
He had thought about that moment for years, over and over again, until something else had taken its place. And the way that that moment was quiet, the way it was still- that is how this feels. To lie beside Cas in the bed of his truck, their shoulders barely touching.”
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25 Mar 2024
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Quickly and clumsily, Dean pries off his boots and top layer. He climbs up to the head of the bed, and as he stretches, the back of his undershirt rides up. Skin pulls taught over sore muscles. There is a warm buzzing under Castiel's skin that he doesn't quite recognize. His fingers twitch, the sensation just out of reach.
Oh, he realizes. This is desire.
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After losing his brother in the showdown at Stull Cemetery, Dean has gone into self-imposed exile. He's plagued by insomnia, and the only way he seems to get any sleep at all is when Castiel puts him out with a single touch. When this still doesn't prove enough to bring Dean any real relief from his grief and sleeplessness, Castiel wonders if what Dean really needs is another type of comfort altogether.
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“It frustrates me,” Cas mutters, “how the same sensation can feel sometimes good, and sometimes not.”
Dean’s hand is still rubbing slowly down the length of his spine, like he’s petting the valley between the wings he can’t see. “Well, that’s just par for the course,” Dean rumbles. “Sometimes a body wants touch and sometimes it wants to be left the fuck alone.”
Cas always wants touch. At least from Dean. He doesn’t say so. “It frustrates me how much good and bad I can feel at the same time.”
“Oh, buddy,” Dean says. “Yeah.”
(After the perfect darkness of the Empty, Cas finds the world a little...overwhelming. Dean tries to help.)
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- Part 9 of author's personal favorites
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These are the things you hide, when you’re John Winchester’s oldest son:
A feather Sammy found and gave you.
A piece of satin you cut from a nightgown you swiped from the thrift store. You like to keep it in your pocket and rub it between your fingers.
A romance novel left behind in a motel. You tape the cover of a Stephen King novel on the front.
A picture of Robert Plant hidden under the fabric on the bottom of your toiletry bag.
A cassette of Queen, a cassette of The Beatles.
You like to draw. Knights and dragons and cowboys. A mockingbird. A lily. A boy in your class.
You rip that one up and burn it.We follow Dean through important times in his life as he slowly learns to accept who he is and figures out what a happy ending means for him.
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02 Mar 2024
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it dawns darling on the daffodil pastures by fleeceframe
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Jan 2024
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“You’re not usually one to shy away from fornication.”
Dean’s not usually one to get greedy. Usually he just pushes it all down, the little things. He’s just not there yet. Things like getting slapped during sex and wearing women’s underwear and putting on fun costumes are just part of Dean’s mystical little fantasy world that don’t need to be brought to the light of day.
And the precarious answer to Cas’s implied question is, “This is about more than just sex. Even though the sex is a bonus.”
“It’s about… you…” Cas says it slowly, like he’s trying to let Dean fill in the blanks.
“Liking it when you take care of me.”
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- Part 4 of you see me in the lovely garden tending
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14 Feb 2024
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“I’m being thorough. I have to start at the beginning.”
“Of time?”
“Yes.”
(Cas tells the story of the first time he met Dean.)
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06 Feb 2024
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when the bells all ring and the horns all blow by calbiz
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
31 Dec 2023
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I’d like to kiss him, Dean thinks, as he watches the last seconds on the last minute of the year disappear, apropos of nothing and everything at once. It’s a little thought, one of those ones he has here and there, while watching a movie together or teaching him how to use a washing machine or just thinking of him in the quiet of night, still and soft. Not like the ones that stab into his heart and twist—he gets those, too, nearly just as frequently—but sweet and easy to look at, wrap up, put away. Easy if twinging. It always has to hurt some, good that it does; that’s how Dean knows it’s really love.
He’d like to kiss Cas, but he won’t. This is his resolution.
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03 Jan 2024
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When Castiel had healed him in the past, it was from the outside in. HIs hands would come to rest on Dean’s injured flesh, his grace would pulse through them like electricity, and the connection would stop when Cas pulled away. But this - this was more pure. This wasn’t Castiel’s touch, this was Castiel. This was Castiel, healing him from the inside out.
_____demon cure but make it horny grace drinking.
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13 Nov 2023
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The first time, it’s a mistake, or enough adjacent that it can be called such. Castiel’s eyes catch on them, the marks on her jaw.
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10 Nov 2023
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Cas looks up and says, "Dean, I want to go home."
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07 Nov 2023
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The thing is, he knows. He’s known.
Or: If someone tells you they love you and you don’t say it back, how much worse can a little sleeping with them possibly make things, really?
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between sex and death and trying to keep the kitchen clean by ftmsteverogers
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Dec 2022
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"I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."
"I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"
(In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)
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29 Sep 2023
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“We did good, Dean,” Sam says. “We got him back.”
Dean huffs a hollow laugh, because yeah, that’s always what it’s about, isn’t it? Cas or Sam or Dean getting themselves lost or dead, and then taking turns dragging each other back from the brink. He shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets.
“We got him back, yeah,” he says. Sam nods, watching him. “So now what?”
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12 Sep 2023