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    Boarding school AU which has nothing to do with the Judy Blume novel at all. Brendon agrees to try boarding school when the bullying at his current school becomes too much to handle - but dealing with Ryan Ross might just be worse.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    09 Aug 2026

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    i love this fucking fic

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    Brendon Urie is seriously fucked, and he hates himself for it.

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    30 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Look, Ryan,” she says after a second, clearly deciding to stop beating around the bush. “I’m sorry about… everything. God, I shouldn't have left you there, I know that. I was young and it was a mistake. I wish I hadn’t. Every day I wish I hadn’t done that to you.”

    “Well, you did.” The line goes quiet again as she waits to see if I say anything else. I debate hanging up, but since we’re talking about it now I might as well ask what I wanted to ask. “Why?” My voice comes out more hurt than angry, and I hate that, but I try to ignore it, setting my jaw tighter like I’m bracing for something. I am, I guess. I’m bracing for a hit I know is coming. That’s pretty ironic, considering if she had taken me with her I might not be so good at that.

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    I had this realization that Ryan's mom and half siblings are still out there somewhere, and I thought, "hey, that could be interesting! Maybe Ryan would want to talk to her now that he's older and his dad's gone." Then it got way longer and more emotional than I expected, and I took a few liberties with the characters, but whatever. Here's about 20,000 words of Ryan (and me, vicariously) unpacking some feelings about family.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    30 Nov 2025